Posts Tagged ‘WORD!’

As many of you are aware, I have a tattoo of  ‘The Mark ‘ on my right wrist that I got when Jewel Torres came to visit me in Phoenix, in Jan 2018. Having both spent far too much time in the church, we loved the delicious irony of the name of our tattoos, as well as the placement. (The Mark on our Wrists) We loved that we got them, but we were certain our artist was fresh out of school, given the obvious imperfections in his work. But we loved them, and we loved getting them done; together.






Side by Side

Over time, mine showed signs of micro scarring, (blank spots where the ink did not take properly), which was not nearly as bothersome to me, as the iris being off center. The two things combined, really bugged me. So today, I decided to do something about it, and went into a tattoo shop by my house to inquire about having it fixed.

Having found myself feeling extremely confident in the artist I consulted with, I sat down on the spot -to let Issac make the adjustments we spoke about. In the course of our conversation, trigger words and mantras, like integrity, critical thinking, don’t ever give up, keep going no matter what, flew between us as naturally as if they had been divinely scripted.

Eventually of course, the conversation turned to The Illuminati, due to the symbolism of The Mark itself.  We were shocked to discover that he had only a few days before, downloaded a copy of The Eternal Oath he hadn’t signed yet!  Although I bet he will tonight, Lol I mean… what are the freak odds Issac!?


Anyway, I was able to share more information about the outreach, and tell him about my book, and he in turn shared a brief version of his life from prison to his present understanding. I was so excited, because I know IAM digs it when folks crawl out of the ditch, and climb over their dominos! I knew they would want to watch This guy closer!

It was all very surreal to meet a brother out of nowhere, and being able to invite him to join us; personally. He is everything IAM looks for in a human, and it was amazing watching his eyes Light up, as he became more animated in  sharing his journey with me. There was no doubt for either of us, I was there by “appointment”, even though I was a walk in!

I am really just so blown away, I am having a hard time articulating myself. But it sure makes sense now, why I was drawn to this particular shop! I always glanced towards it on my way home.


As you can see, he did an incredible job of reviving my Mark. I freaking love how he not only fixed it, but made it FABULOUS! He even used some white outlining, to make it pOp! This is it under the protective coating designed to aid healing.  I will add more images to this little shout out, once it heals and I get back over there to grab a photo of us together. Suffice to say, it was an incredible experiences getting my tat rehabbed today~

Here are Issac’s deets, if you happen to live in the Phoenix Metro area~







Free Speech

Posted: March 21, 2019 in Free Speech, FYI, WORD!
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In doing a little research for this one, I ran into Propertarianism. It is a fascinating alternative to our current governmental system.  I am liking it so far, as it values merit just like Meritocracy does, yet it has it’s own distinct twist. 

I am just now wadding through it, but it might very well render the following line of thinking for me, obsolete.

So here goes nothing!



My admirable friend, David Rothschild tweeted:   

“FREE SPEECH does not include Hate Speech…hate will not be tolerated”


(Which  pretty much inspired this blog, so thank you, Sir!)

OK. I hear you.

I actually feel ya, D.

I feel for everyone, your voice represents.

I truly do!

PS: This is not directed at your personally.


However,  the law of the land, states differently.

I agree hate speech as defined, is a deplorable civil Tort.

Hate is also a nasty emotion that can lead to violence, if unchecked.

Agreed. Agreed. Agreed!

BUT, so does lying to the masses, and that’s perfectly legal!


It is perfectly legal to lie from any pulpit, including your T.V. It is up the public, to discern the truth for themselves.

It is called critical thinking, perhaps folks have heard of it?

Anyway, unfortunately, that would require thought and research, something most are categorically unwilling to do.

I do not want to see any aspect of our fabulous FREE SPEECH laws repealed.

Not even the right to lie*

More importantly, neither does SCOTUS.

In fact, they recently ruled Propaganda to be legal, by rolling back a previous unconstitutional ban on it.*


I believe that lies literally lie, at the foundation of almost all kinds of hate.

So silencing the words that give voice to it, does not change it’s existence.

Unfortunately, hate will always be with us, whether seen or heard. 

Only the ignorant believe they can remove hate, by banning the words that express it.

In fact, it can be argued that festering hate leads to more violence, than hate that has a voice, no?



When it comes to free speech, either it is ALL free…

or we as humans, are not.




For me, it is that simple.

Because a line is the sand, always shifts with the prevailing winds.


Beyond the Media, who have been doing it for decades, who exactly determines what is hate speech, anyway?

You, today?

Me, tomorrow?

What about Conservatives or Liberals?

Or the current Administrations incumbents?

Will they decide, each in their turn?

Because that means the definition would change with each new party at the helm.

Each new agenda stifling opposition and criticism, to their favor.

Oh wait, that is already happening. Isn’t it?

Maybe we should let “The Church” handle that one? They are our moral superiors, are they not?

(Tongue in cheek)


It seems to me, hate is rooted in fear and watered by jealousy and envy. How can we legislate that?

No, really. How?


Here’s the deal…

We will never remove the feelings, even if we attempt to legislate the way we can express them.

This is what makes shifting laws governing the limits of free speech, so dangerous.

But blaming violence and war on ‘fighting’ words, instead of someones inability to control themselves, is irrational. 

Are we really going to take the ‘Devil made me do it’ mentality into a New Age?


Let me put it this way:

                      I PREFER to know where intolerance, prejudice & ignorance resides.

                Can’t fix something, you don’t know is an issue.

Can’t avoid something that is well hidden.

I want to know what people are thinking, so we can talk about it.

But I realize, I am not a mass mentality thinker.

As someone old enough to be your Mum, I feel like everyone needs to go to their forking rooms, and think about “IT” for awhile!

Is this the way we really want to go?


Are we really pushing for a low IQ mass mentality, a hive mind.

Is that what Unity is?

Are we really going to bash everyone down, to comply with whatever that master-minds say we must think, or feel?

Because if that is where you kids are wanting to take humanity, I can’t go with you.

I just can’t

It will be the destruction of our civilization, and the death of our species will not be far behind.

Thank you Trophy Gen, (although it is NOT your fault) for your unmerited bullshit and faulty logic. Way to be “woke” enough, to lead the Sheep to slander.

In the end you will win nothing, as your ill-bred ideology will bring you socialism and with it a dictator or worse, the collapse of you society.

Whether you realize it or not, you are attempting to dummy down all of mankind and systematically eliminated the voices of reason, to your own peril.

There is no where to go from there.

Thankfully, due to my proximity to the exit, I wont be going with you.

I was REALLY hoping folks would figure out how to heal past this ancient crap & start creating a different vibe altogether, because you cannot legislate human emotion.

You just can’t.

This isn’t 1984 (Orwell’s) where we get to eliminate words that we are uncomfortable with, to suit Big Brother.

Or is it?


I know it happened on my watch, but I cannot pin-point to the exact moment when humans became such easily offended & spineless pussy’s.

But man it is unattractive.

And exceedingly dangerous, given the Trojan horses that are already within this bleeding heart, border-less country.

I feel like we’re all caught in high school hell, on groundhogs day. 

Something I would think plays straight into the hands of Communist Russia….hmmmmmmmmmm…..hahahahaha~

But Hey!

Good luck with silencing your enemies!

Because censorship will never make them stop hating you, in fact it will only embolden them.


I personally prefer to teach my descendants to be Lions, and to ignore the opinions of Sheep~



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*Although this might be changing for me.



Talking Shit~

Posted: January 31, 2019 in FYI, Knowledge, WORD!
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Anyone can talk shit. But can they deliver?


I see a lot of people running around flaunting the notion, they are in possession of more knowledge, than the rest of us. But what does that really mean? Most folks have no idea that information that is not rooted in FACT, is not considered knowledge at all. A major point of difference, to the discerning.

Knowledge aka factual data/information in and of itself, is of no use to anyone, if not applied. Applied knowledge is wisdom. Active application of knowledge determines whether a man remains on Earth, or can travel to the Moon. There is a HUGE differential between knowing what to do, and actually doing it.

I am never moved by those who claim to ‘know it all’. In fact, I am personally repulsed by those that do. I am only motivated by those that demonstrate an understanding of the things they have learned, in the way that conduct themselves. Everyone should learn to make this critical distinction. Behavior always speaks louder than words. Always.

It would save us all a lot of grief, if we will simply wait and watch for the actions that will back up a wise man/woman’s words, before engaging with well read, fools.

Just sayin’~




Posted: June 30, 2018 in Respect
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I reserve my deep admiration for those who have earned it. It is by no means a birthright or an entitlement. I know it’s trendy to cheapen the meaning and hand respect to all, but I prefer not to.
However I can do civility!
I can be civil to everyone, for sure~


Posted: June 30, 2018 in Uncategorized
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Trust is a matter of merit.

It’s earned. Additionally, there are levels of trust.

I might trust you to wash my car, but I might not trust you alone with my daughter. The Illuminati teaches us to trust no one.

For me it’s more accurate to say, trust no one; fully~


Divide & Conquer

Posted: June 5, 2018 in Abuse, Unity, WORD!
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In the Illuminati’s Public Outreach, unity has not come easily to us.

We have come from all 4 corners of the globe, with a plethora of cultural backgrounds, ideologies and language barriers. While we all have come to fly under the same banner and ideals, we are not all the same -not by any stretch of the imagination.  So getting everyone on the same page for any reason, takes an act of congress and a few goddesses from Venus, to pull off. 

If that isn’t enough of a challenge, there are always others around, that take a perverse pleasure in dividing and conquering us, for their own selfish agenda. Who are these people who prefer to divide? They are your girlfriends, your professors, your best man at your wedding etc. Often we function unaware of their actions, going from drama to drama, set in motion by self-serving hidden hands, with nefarious intentions. There are actually humans around us that have no empathy or feelings. They are clinically labeled sociopaths and in rarer cases, psychopaths. The most troubling thing of all with these folks, is they appear just as you and I do.


(whatever that is)

But they are not like us.

And undetected, they can & will try to ruin your life

They are typically charming, attractive, intelligent  and have an uncanny ability to get you to do their bidding, while you remain clueless. They are master manipulators and well versed in controlling others. They have literally had to study us, to mimic human responses. They do not respond to emotional appeals, as they have none of their own in which to relate to you with. They play an entirely different game than the rest of us, and I suspect many of them are running the world. Statistically, psychopaths are said to make up at least 5-15% of the population, and sociopaths make up approx. 4%. So you surely know one or have worked for one before. You can bet in a room of 20, there is at least two sociopath/psychopaths in that group.

 “Some people try to be tall by cutting off the heads of others.” 

—Paramahansa Yogananda

We have several in ours. And they should be avoided at all costs. Below are the definitions of terms & traits, we all should familiarize ourselves with. The sooner we can learn how to identify the seeming soulless among us, the easier it will be to avoid them completely. These people do not want unity. They want to “win” the games they involve others in, unknowingly. They actually get pleasure from the pain & disruption they cause.

Never lose site of that.

They cannot be “rehabilitated”. There is no known cure. So Please be on the look out. Also, do your own further research into this subject, as I have only touched on it here to let you know that not all Initiates can be trusted.

In my opinion, based on direct experience, I have discovered at least three of them, who are still active Initiates. It is important we all understand, that not all humans are like us. So that boyfriend you think you can change…forget about it. No one can change anyone, especially those with brains that are not functioning properly.  It is a brain thing and no one on this planet can alter what they are, not even them. So before you start thinking your love, prayers, or positive vibes can magically heal these people…


And RUN!!


Additional Info

Antisocial personality disorder, sometimes identified interchangeably as sociopathy or psychopathy, is defined by the Mayo Clinic as: “A mental condition in which a person consistently shows no regard for right and wrong and ignores the rights and feelings of others. People with antisocial personality disorder tend to antagonize, manipulate or treat others harshly or with callous indifference. They show no guilt or remorse for their behavior.”

Sociopath/Psychopathic Traits:

  • Repeated violations of the law
  • Pervasive pathological lying & deceptive
  • Physical aggressiveness
  • Reckless disregard for safety of self or others
  • Consistent irresponsibility in work & family environments
  • Lack of remorse or guilt
  • Grandiose sense of Self
  • Cunning & manipulative
  • Callus, lack of empathy
  • Need for stimulation
  • Shallow emotional response
  • Glib, superficial charm
  • Failure to accept responsibility
  • Parasitic Lifestyle
  • Narcissism/False Superiority
  • Lack of morality/Rule breaking
  • Gaslighting & psychological bullying
  • Self-serving victimhood


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🔺 Climbing the Pyramid

Posted: October 5, 2017 in Hardships, Light

As we struggle to climb the pyramid Initiates, our worldview becomes more expansive and we gain more clarity.

The path is steep & challenging. The view, magnificent and breathtaking. It is worth every hardship we must endure, to follow the Light to the summit.

Even as we slide back down, due to missteps or miscalculations along the way, do not be discouraged IAMfam! If this path was easy, it would not be worthwhile. Only the most tenacious among us, will ever see the peak.

So if you find yourself taking one step forward, and two steps back, keep going. If you get knocked down, get back UP!

Press on and you WILL prevail~



Posted: May 22, 2016 in Random, Respect, Uncategorized
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People throw connotations around, without consulting the agreed upon meaning, found in a dictionary. I have commented before on how important word choices are, to effective communication. But this meme brings a visual to my understanding exactly. It inspired my following thoughts on what it means to respect ~

Thank you to Eulie Embry for her fantastic feedback on the original version of this post. She showed me I needed to edit this for better communication! Hahaha.

So ONEderfully ironic!


Respect defined, is a feeling of ‘deep admiration’ for someone or something elicited by their abilities, qualities, or achievements.
That is pretty damn specific. Admiration. Esteem. Reverence and Honor are its synonyms.
Popular culture continually parrots a “respect all” mentality.
Well guess what. I do not have ANY respect, for UNREPENTANT rapists, racists, murderers, haters, child molesters, corporate war mongers, corrupt politicians, the physically violent, psychopathic, materially greedy, intentionally ignorant, religiously dogmatic or organizations who promote these things! And anyone who suggests we should, is nothing short of insane!
I am a peace, love & logic kinda gal. So I have a vast measure of unconditional love & yes respect, for humanity as a Light filled whole, but I do not respect or love individual humans who behave like animals & choose to function from a place of anger, bitterness, fear, envy or deceit etc. as an ongoing LIFESTYLE.
Can you honestly say you do?

While my love is given freely, my deep admiration must be earned~



Borders are bullshit.


They not only attempt to lock humans out, in extreme cases, they lock them in.
Can you honestly convince yourself, that humans were meant to be divided from one another, fighting over resources, instead of sharing them…or did someone sell you on the idea?

Look who is quitting now…

Posted: November 30, 2015 in Beliefs, FYI, Random
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imageI know it isn’t cool to say so… but I am a quitter. This self awareness suddenly burst upon my forefront like a bad heckler at a comedy show.
My life is riddled with the astonishing evidence too! How I missed the obvious for so long, is a mystery to me. I mean, this is by no means an exhaustive list! 

I quit ballet.
I quit college.
I quit my abusive 1st husband.
I quit blaming.
I quit reliving it.
I quit resentment.
I quit jobs, plural.
I quit college again.
I quit disloyalty.
I quit Christianity.
I quit losing my religion.
I quit unreciprocated relationships.
I quit drinking.
I quit depression.
I quit bitterness.
I quit narcissists.
I quit self loathing.                                        I quit smoking. 

I plan on quitting a whole bunch of other stuff, as I move along too. I have taken full ownership of this life skill largely to my advantage.
So feel free to call me a quitter! 

Ordo ab Chao

Posted: July 28, 2015 in Beliefs, FYI, Light
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So yeah… it appears the world is coming unraveled at the seams. IT really “seems” like that to me too, sometimes. I am human, so I can have some really dark days myself. The kind where I really don’t feel like being here anymore. AT ALL. The constant chaos anguishes my spirit to the max!
However…It is precisely this kind of chaos, that wakes people up!

The fact that a growing number of humans are becoming aware of the mass “programing” our current culture suffers, is incredibly encouraging to me. People all over the globe are waking up what seems like a very twisted reality.

In my time, I have personally seen a huge shift in awareness not only for myself, but collectively. The information age has led to an explosion of awareness to the hidden world-wide agendas of our leadership. I suspect there are two major global agendas at play on our current world stage. One that desires human domination, and ONE that desires human liberation. Think brother vs brother…a tale as old as time.

There can be no doubt, we are in a war for our minds. Not unlike the two minds that battle within each of us. However, I believe we are merely waiting on the 100th monkey (so to speak). A massive shift in direction organically occurs, when enough minds have submitted to the creative, eternally expanding Light. A Light that never goes out. A Light that illuminates the darker things among us. A Light that has been traditionally called God.

I believe we can have a peaceful take over externally, when we have finally become peaceful internally, as an individual. When we clear old fear based programming, negative & polluted emotions, we no longer function on the same wavelength of the nefarious control of others. It frees our minds to reevaluate everything we have been taught.  This restored brain function is now powered by the Light of Truth & Divine Reason. When we join mental forces with Creation, we become experiential co-creators in our future experiences as a whole. All of a sudden, the world is not such a scary & hostile place…when you realize you can add some much needed juicy goodness to it yourself!

Yes, we have been compartmentalized intentionally. Pitted against each other, brother on brother. And yet the spirit of Divine Unity is clearly alive on planet Earth, regardless of who or what seeks to suppress it.

That’s the freaking beauty of it!  Life has a “Life” of it’s own!  What looks like full blown chaos to us… is actually patterned by an awe-inspiring, tapestry weaving, mathematical genius, that operates above & beyond our limited perspectives. We should actually rest in that.

I really wish more of us would just trust in the larger evolutionary process, that continually refines humanity. You know… just have a little faith in the Magic & Mystery of it all maybe?

There really is an Order, in what appears to be Chaos.

We are all privileged, front row witnesses, to this mind-boggling stage of rapid human evolution, basically because of a mind-blowing, ever expanding Universal Mind…OURS.

Yes, we have growing pains… but just look at our gains!



Posted: July 21, 2015 in Uncategorized
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I get so sick of pissing contests!

Degrading someone as a form of self elevation is reprehensible, regardless of who employs the tactic~


Posted: July 15, 2015 in Beliefs, Light, WORD!
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“I am merely one expression, in the infinite mathematical equation some call god”


Ominous Arab proverb~

Posted: April 6, 2015 in FYI, meme, Random, WORD!
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Arab proverb

Boy is THIS one loaded with possibilities!

So basically I had to download a meme creator & give it some due glory…

Kinda CrEEpy Eh?


Put THIS in your pipe & smoke it!!

Posted: March 21, 2015 in Beliefs, FYI, WORD!
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Take a long hard draw on this!

Psalms 82:6

I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High.

John 10:34

Jesus answered them, Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods?

Go ahead… Think about these for awhile.

Bliss You!!

Posted: March 12, 2015 in Beliefs, WORD!
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burning-nature-hd-wallpaper-340232_resizedI have a thing for words.

I see no reason why we can’t use the true root meanings of the words VS their flimsy connotations. Language is a huge inhibitor of human communication anyway.  “Word keepers” have been Christianizing our vocabulary for decades & I think we should take back our language.  Root out the base meanings and reject any word that is of a religious nature from everyday speech.  If we get too far off the beaten path of agreed upon meaning, we crush our linguistic foundation and we are back at the Tower of Babel again; so to speak.

Ever since I discovered the root word for BLESS literally means “blood” in Old English. I have developed a bad taste for the verb.

Even in modern times, it is an expression that connotes “godly favor”…something many folks are willing to fight over.

However, this term is firmly rooted in priestly blood rites no matter how one choses to perceive it now. We need to be mindful of this. Just like I am now mindful of what someone is REALLY saying to me when they say “Bless You”!

The literal thought of it produces images of fresh blood being sprinkled on me without my expressed written consent.  Super chilling stuff if you will really stop to think about it. And you know the blood has to be fresh, because you cant flick coagulated red life force on someone. It clots. Probably out of horror. Even blood knows that is a fundamentally messed up rite.

And we use it soooo casually too…

When we aren’t employing it straight up inappropriately.

“BLESS her heart”! (in my best Jimmy Fallen)


“God really blessed me today with the win” (covertly implies that their god screwed the losers)

Ew. Ew.

The word is just no longer operational for me.

And I am hoping that under this new Light, it won’t be for you either!

So I am replacing it in my vocabulary with the word ‘BLISS’.

Bliss is a terrific replacement because it sounds almost identical, but has a broader & more inclusive meaning. It is free from any religious or unwarranted connotations, a bonus for an evolving species.

To be ‘blissed’ is to be experiencing perfect happiness & joy. To ‘bliss’ another, is to bestow said perfect happiness & joy upon them. What a lovely thought.

“A Blissing” can come from any person, place or thing at anytime &/or anywhere! How versatile is THAT?  Talk about a user friendly word.

Bottom line… this means that something or someone brought perfect happiness & joy into my life when we won the game! NOT: Whooo hooo…I have more of our “god’s” favor than you do (neener-neener). BTW

You got to admit, what I am suggesting we do…is WAY more “PC”  than allowing “Bless” to continue to go unchecked into the coming age of enlightenment.

So join me & let go of that passive aggressive word TODAY. I mean c’mon!  You know it is the Light thing to do!                                                                                                                (wink)