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Haters are equal opportunists. Typically shallow, they always go with the obvious. Starts when you’re a kid. They hate you because you have glasses. They hate you because you grew boobs first. Or you’re  Becky with the good hair, or have a better bike, car, wardrobe than them.

Unchecked, these kids grow into racist, homophobic, ‘us vs them’, adults. Same mentality, same behavior, “tribalized”. The majority of it mimicked & fueled by a media that PROFITS from our collective human weakness & dysfunction. Perpetrating, until we reject & correct it~

But we can fix this!

If each and every one of us, would simply make an unwavering commitment, to teach our children to treat others with common courtesy. We can end this insanity & restore civility, in a couple generations~

And if we start right now, I’ll live to see it!!

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Gallery  —  Posted: June 20, 2018 in Enlightenment, Knowledge, Rational, Unity

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There you are Beacons!

Thanks for clicking in, to V’s Vox!! 

Today we dive a little deeper into unity.  This is what I have been thinking about lately. Unity is something we all need to have a broader understanding of. Unity is simply the state of being united, or joined as a whole. I wrote a little something, that I thought might bring more clarity to us all.

Unity isn’t a single act. It’s not a aha moment that we are all waiting on to transform us into something magically delicious with one-defining light filled moment of bliss. Although I do believe we could work ourselves up to that.

Unity is our birthright. 

We are born into it. It happened to each of us, the moment our firey’ spark of life became embedded in the physical world. We were born into a biological family that is united by the biology, we were born into! We had to learn to be divided. And guess what boys and girls, you learned it at home first. Those closest to you, taught you a us verses them mentality, if it exists in you. That would be your mama and your daddy and your grandma and your grandpa and your cousins and your uncles and your brothers and your sisters. 

All of which was magnified or diminished by our shepherds, our teachers, our schools, our leaders, our communities, our politics, our religions, our “orientations” OUR TVs!!

They tell a different story to you. And without any rational sound thinking on your part, you believed them.  Even though, you can clearly see, we all have the same amount of fingers, we all have mouths, ears, legs. We laugh, cry, bend, run and cough, the same way -as dictated by our shared DNA.

Crack us open and we all bleed. All that really weird gooey stuff inside of us, it’s all the same. We all have pesky human emotions that when activated, provably shut down our ability to reason.

Nope unity is not collective aha moment, that we hope we will see in our lifetimes.

Unity is a lifestyle. Either you are inclusive, or you are not. Either you see us all as the extended family that we actually are, or you don’t. Either you believe we share the same human condition, And that struggling is struggling, no matter what kind it is. Or you don’t.  Either you believe the labels and the lies that divide us, or you don’t. 

And we make these choices every single day. Again our lifestyle. Situations reveal who we really are, how we really think, what we  really believe, regardless of the lies we tell, even ourselves. All of which, is demonstrated in our behaviors. 

You you want to know how you really are? If unity is truly a core value. Actively examine and analyze your own thoughts. Witness your own behavior. Watch how you do.

Are you a peacemaker striving for solutions. Do you naturally seek to understand another‘s point of view? Or are you a rebel-rouser? One who relishes, gets excitement, perhaps even perverse pleasure from, watching people lose their shit , and go to war over something as superficial & elementary, as skin color? Because you’re one or the other. 

I encourage you to search yourself to discover which one you truly are. And if you find yourself being inclined towards divisiveness, don’t freak out! It’s just erroneous programming, and you can fix it. You can change your mind. We must understood that the only thing that divides us from anyone or anything else- is ourselves. However, the unchanging truth in which we ALL were born into, IS one of pure human unity.

That’s the garden we gotta get back to y’all. The one in which the seeds of truth reside. Our unity is fundamentally organic. Our divisive as a people, a choice. 

To choice to recognize our inherit unity, is a reasonable one, based on all of our empirical & experiential understanding of  humanity. 

Unity is an inclusive and tolerant mindset that results in a lifestyle that demonstrates our deep commitment to the wellbeing & advancement of, our own kind. Humanity.

All of us.

Ubuntu.

Namaste’ 

Thanks for hearing me out Beacons!

And thank you for listening to, iMark radio~

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Gallery  —  Posted: June 9, 2018 in Nature, Oneness, Unity

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One of the hardest things to do as a parent, a leader or a friend, is to watch someone head off into a given direction that you know for a fact, will dead end on them. It is so difficult to know via experience, that the path your loved one has chosen, will not end well for them. It is frustrating and gut wrenching to see the ones you love, forgo your advice and move against it. You know they are courting pain, but you are helpless to stop it. While I would gladly warn my daughter, I have learned it is not always a good idea to warn friends. Most of us think we know better and that things will be different for us. And in rare cases, this is true. However, a cliff’s edge is a cliffs edge, unless they are capable of flying.

I recently had to sit by and watch those I care for deeply, be swayed in a direction I knew would not serve them. I also knew, that choosing that path, could result in set backs for them, far beyond the obvious. Beyond a couple of hints, I did not warn them. I figured they could see I did not travel that road anymore and stop and consider why. But they did not. As predicted, it ended as I thought it would. Thankfully, those involved have learned a valuable lesson albeit, the hard way.

I have learned over the years to allow those closest to me, to be my second sets of eyes. If someone in my kingdom is concerned enough, to take the time to warn me about something or someone, I LISTEN.  Bottom line, our inner circles actually watch out for us. They do not want to see us dive head first into the shallow end of the pool.  Maybe for no other reason than, they don’t want to have to deal with the emotional fallout, that occurs as a result! 

 

 

Gallery  —  Posted: June 5, 2018 in Uncategorized

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In the Illuminati’s Public Outreach, unity has not come easily to us.

We have come from all 4 corners of the globe, with a plethora of cultural backgrounds, ideologies and language barriers. While we all have come to fly under the same banner and ideals, we are not all the same -not by any stretch of the imagination.  So getting everyone on the same page for any reason, takes an act of congress and a few goddesses from Venus, to pull off. 

If that isn’t enough of a challenge, there are always others around, that take a perverse pleasure in dividing and conquering us, for their own selfish agenda. Who are these people who prefer to divide? They are your girlfriends, your professors, your best man at your wedding etc. Often we function unaware of their actions, going from drama to drama, set in motion by self-serving hidden hands, with nefarious intentions. There are actually humans around us that have no empathy or feelings. They are clinically labeled sociopaths and in rarer cases, psychopaths. The most troubling thing of all with these folks, is they appear just as you and I do.

Normal.

(whatever that is)

But they are not like us.

And undetected, they can & will try to ruin your life

They are typically charming, attractive, intelligent  and have an uncanny ability to get you to do their bidding, while you remain clueless. They are master manipulators and well versed in controlling others. They have literally had to study us, to mimic human responses. They do not respond to emotional appeals, as they have none of their own in which to relate to you with. They play an entirely different game than the rest of us, and I suspect many of them are running the world. Statistically, psychopaths are said to make up at least 5-15% of the population, and sociopaths make up approx. 4%. So you surely know one or have worked for one before. You can bet in a room of 20, there is at least two sociopath/psychopaths in that group.

 “Some people try to be tall by cutting off the heads of others.” 

—Paramahansa Yogananda

We have several in ours. And they should be avoided at all costs. Below are the definitions of terms & traits, we all should familiarize ourselves with. The sooner we can learn how to identify the seeming soulless among us, the easier it will be to avoid them completely. These people do not want unity. They want to “win” the games they involve others in, unknowingly. They actually get pleasure from the pain & disruption they cause.

Never lose site of that.

They cannot be “rehabilitated”. There is no known cure. So Please be on the look out. Also, do your own further research into this subject, as I have only touched on it here to let you know that not all Initiates can be trusted.

In my opinion, based on direct experience, I have discovered at least three of them, who are still active Initiates. It is important we all understand, that not all humans are like us. So that boyfriend you think you can change…forget about it. No one can change anyone, especially those with brains that are not functioning properly.  It is a brain thing and no one on this planet can alter what they are, not even them. So before you start thinking your love, prayers, or positive vibes can magically heal these people…

THINK AGAIN!

And RUN!!

 

Additional Info

Antisocial personality disorder, sometimes identified interchangeably as sociopathy or psychopathy, is defined by the Mayo Clinic as: “A mental condition in which a person consistently shows no regard for right and wrong and ignores the rights and feelings of others. People with antisocial personality disorder tend to antagonize, manipulate or treat others harshly or with callous indifference. They show no guilt or remorse for their behavior.”

Sociopath/Psychopathic Traits:

  • Repeated violations of the law
  • Pervasive pathological lying & deceptive
  • Physical aggressiveness
  • Reckless disregard for safety of self or others
  • Consistent irresponsibility in work & family environments
  • Lack of remorse or guilt
  • Grandiose sense of Self
  • Cunning & manipulative
  • Callus, lack of empathy
  • Need for stimulation
  • Shallow emotional response
  • Glib, superficial charm
  • Failure to accept responsibility
  • Parasitic Lifestyle
  • Narcissism/False Superiority
  • Lack of morality/Rule breaking
  • Gaslighting & psychological bullying
  • Self-serving victimhood

 

Further Research:

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/communication-success/201810/7-characterisitics-the-modern-psychopath

https://www.webmd.com/mental-health/features/sociopath-psychopath-difference#1

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/wicked-deeds/201401/how-tell-sociopath-psychopath

Gallery  —  Posted: June 5, 2018 in Abuse, Unity, WORD!
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I ‘m waaay deep in personal transformation.

AGAIN

A transformation that  requires I transcend my previous understanding of myself and the world around me, completely.

I have discovered knowledge so rarefied, it lies in stunning contrast to the norm. Knowledge that I cannot ignore, nor escape. 

Like a siren gently singing the background, it keeps calling out to me in haunting whispers to go further, dig deeper.

I have answered.

And it has changed EVERYTHING!!

Gallery  —  Posted: May 15, 2018 in Enlightenment, Knowledge
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Gallery  —  Posted: May 12, 2018 in Change, Humanity

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Been playing with the station at: http://www.imarkradio.io It’s  been certifiably cRaZy the way all of this has unfolded. Talk about a circle jerk, with chaos sprinkles.

W O W

But “Mark” is totally alive & kickin!

The pix above was done by Mr Merk. Thought it was really thoughtful of him to do. Wanted to recognize his creativity & generosity of spirit.

Haven’t had much time to blog write. I will settle back in, once iM⚠️RK’s archiving phase is over.  There is a lot to do yet, before I can even think about doing a weekly gig. I am still trying to find my cadence. I really appreciate your patience as I find new footing guys! Your support & encouragement keeps me going more than you know.

I did want to run something by you though…I’m thinking about creating a forum, so we can dig in deeper on some of this stuff.  We need to get the convos going. Thoughts?

Speaking of which. There are some terrific threads & a chat happening over here > http://www.c22.boards.net

Oh and if any of you are super clever with tag lines, I need 2. One to sign on, and one to sign off with. I can’t seem to settle into anything yet!!

Thanks for listening Light Family ✨~

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Gallery  —  Posted: May 1, 2018 in Uncategorized

What you see happening on the world stage, is largely produced by us. It’s what I refer to as, the teenage phase of our species. All stimulation, little substance. A necessary and angst ridden stage of human development. But alas, a child will inevitably become an adult. And inherit the responsibilities and accountability that goes with the role. This is no less true, for humankind collectively.

I know without a doubt, we are eternal beings and we can & do recycle back to Earth. I believe whatever is happening here, it is ultimately geared towards reaching our souls maximum potential. We are all in different & highly individual, stages of our development towards that end. All within the framework of a larger picture. Each Age playing a monumental role in our advancement both individually and as a whole.

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Wearing one hat today, does not mean you wear that same ol’ hat for your whole life, much less eternity.
Because the truth is, those at the top of their industry, game, craft etc. have played lower roles & worn many different hats, to get there!!

Stop 👆Read that again.
Anyone choosing to remain in any given position, station, or level in life…have done so Of their own free will.

PERIOD.

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I know without a doubt, that we will learn to value things differently than we do now. The storms that are coming, are a necessary part of our collective evolution.   Our individual roles in a larger design, made clear. I suspect even our definition of abundance, will be redefined as a result.

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Gallery  —  Posted: April 22, 2018 in Uncategorized

Respect is way too subjective

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Perhaps we could at least, nip the disrespect thing in the bud?

If we could simply agree to celebrate our points of view, without crucifying those who’s viewpoints seemingly stands in contrast -inspiration & understanding will thrive.

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Thanks for the inspiration 🦉 of Tulbure

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Gallery  —  Posted: April 14, 2018 in Beliefs, Change, Co-Creation, Free Speech, Humanity, Unity

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There is sooooooooo much to consider!!

Like this stuff!

Enjoy Beacons!!

 

Gallery  —  Posted: April 8, 2018 in Change, Co-Creation, Enlightenment, Humanity, Light, Love, Music

I always LOVE it when someone takes the time to make a graphic for me. It is really thoughtful and I appreciate it so much!

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Gallery  —  Posted: April 4, 2018 in Uncategorized

Purpose.

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UGH!!

Don’t we all just wonder, what our very own special purpose is?  

Because we all ‘know’, we have one.

Well, those who are conscious at least, know.

It has driven me right up to the edge of myself, wondering what the hell mine was! I have been chasing it for YEARS, As bright as I am, I can be dull “sometimes” too. It is not unusual, for me to miss the obvious for myself. I could more readily tell others theirs, until I discovered mine.

Not all of us know right out of the gate, what we wanna be we we grow up. Unlike some of these guys, who know straight away, most of us need time to discover ourselves in that way. Perhaps we are too spiritually shell-shocked to find ourselves back on earth, to get a plan going!! But there most certainly is one custom made, just for us. It is actually written on the blueprint of our souls. 

There are some if us, who just wander around more than others, or are mortified by the how things are going on Earth. Some have become immobilized by the fear, they won’t have time to do their thing, before the world ends anyway. So yeah, we have procrastinators among us too. And there there are those, so damaged early on, we just give up looking.

Overall, the bulk of us who are actively looking, seem to look everywhere else, but within. If we know thyself, we will know our purpose. Simple. We embody it. So much so, it is more obvious to others, than it is to us. You could probably ask your family & friends for clues, but ultimately, you already “know”. You just need to trust that knowing, and head in the direction of your dreams. Even if others cannot see or share your vision.

After years of searching for mine, I found it was hiding in plain site all along! (see Full Circle to learn more). Your purpose is too. And it is vastly more specific than, “I am hear to leave the world better than I found it”. I promise you that! We all have a part to play in the theater of life. We all have a place that is designed for us, alone. We are very much, irreplaceable.

THINK ABOUT THAT.

We all have a place that is designed especially for us! No one else can play your part, exactly as you do. No one else, can replace you or prevent you from reaching your full potential, except for YOU.

Your unique role in the Universal Design can be found where your passion and talent meet. If you look back on your life from where you stand now, reoccurring themes will emerge. Even if your path has been choppy and full of side steps, there is something you keep coming back to, no matter what. Be it an idea, a craft, a skill set, a talent. THAT is what you need to explore further.

I am convinced, once you find your true calling, the Universal Design will move heaven and earth, so you may step into, the role you were born to play. Once you have found yourself, a mysterious & magical flow begins, that will propel you like unseen winds, in that direction of your highest potential.

Now it is up to you. Spend some time thinking about what you cannot forget, and you will find your way, just like I have done.

HaPpy Trails!!

V~

 

 

Gallery  —  Posted: March 21, 2018 in FYI, WORD!

I 👁 you guys!!

(You too Lil Blinga)

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Thank you so much for your amazing support and encouragement! You guys are my rock! I can’t wait to get over there, to see you guys!

Someday we will get to meet face to face. Until then, know you are loved and valued Family!! 

 

Gallery  —  Posted: March 20, 2018 in Love, Oneness, Random

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I have always felt different than others. Not that I was special or anything like that, but rather  I always felt like the odd man out. Even as a kid, I did not buy into the majority rule. Not because I was consciously seeking to rebel, or be combative, but because a lot of what I was taught, did not seem logical.

Eventually, I unconsciously dummied myself down, in order to relate to others. This, coupled with a society that still did not expect much of women, made it easy for me not to apply myself further.

In order to cope with a deep feeling of separation from my fellow may, I turned to God. I reasoned, that God understood me, which brought me tremendous comfort. I was told that God actually loved me, so I was content with that for awhile. But over the years, and with my shifting sentiments about religion, I was unable to sustain that line of thinking. Especially because women were openly touted as “helpmates”, made from a rib bone & not equals

What started out as a message of love & acceptance turned psychologically monstrous, as it shifted into an under current of subligation & submission. I was decidedly not worthy after all, because I was not able to conform to their group think. Perhaps because, I was nothing like what the bible claimed a women should be.

I simply could not reconcile much of what was being spewed from the pulpit, with my own innate logic. What started out as a sanctuary to me, became a prison for my mind and I had to escape. Like I have said many times, I became willing to go to literal HELL, to find out more about this ‘intelligence’ that created this ‘zoo’.

Back and forth I went. In & out. Letting go of the programming was not an easy task. (A “program” I should add, I sought out for myself. My parents did not brainwash me religiously).

It took some doing, but I eventually broke free from the erroneous beliefs, based only on emotions, that enslaved me to the fantasy.

In the years that followed, I looked high & low for this so called, higher power. While I could always see the crystal thread running through all the ideologies I entertained…I never imagined that pulling at it, would unravel a path that would ask me to completely redefine who, or more precisely, what God is.

But I did. And I was only able to do so, by reason. Because let’s face it, There is absolutely nothing reasonable about a God that can create the universe, but somehow has a problem with an unclean woman, menstruating. Or a a divine entity that says do not kill, yet orders the rape pillage & mass genocide, of those who do not obey his commands.

Trust me when I say, love does NOT conquer all. Ignorance does. The gospel message of love is just a candy coating on a diabolical system of mental enslavement. It reduces humans to sheep, who chase the unseen, based on rumors of the dead. So yeah, need less to say -that did not work for me at all, in the long term.

Finally, after immense consideration & reflection, I have found what I was looking for. However most would be unable to handle the rigid and unbending truth of it. I was though, because it turned out to be so damn logical. An unwavering!

The true expression of God, does not resemble what we are taught in Sunday school , regardless of our religious, or spiritual inclinations. It has been hidden in plain sight, since before mankind ever walked the Earth. However, it is only through reason & logic, that we can access  the greater truth of this divine design. While words like omnipresent & omniscient certainly apply, so do the words, cold & calculating.

While I would love to tell you what I have learned, it is far too complicated in it’s simplicity for most folks to understand, much less embrace. At the end of the day, you must discover these things for yourself. Although…I will provide you with the same clue I was “given” as a teenager. This instantaneous thought, would turn out to be invaluable. Because when I finally arrived at the bottom line, it was woven throughout the foundation.

“I am but one equation, in an infinite expression, some call “god”.

The truth does set you free. But it is quite alarming at first, for those who have not been properly prepared. That is why, these things take time to reveal themselves to us.  Even if I wanted to, I could not get you from where you’re at right now, to my line of thinking in one post or pre-recorded talking points. It is so completely opposite of anything we’ve ever heard, that it’s very difficult to get our heads around it, even if it was handed to us on a silver platter. And quite frankly, most folks, would categorically reject it anyway, even though it has been proven, beyond any shadow of doubt.

I invite everyone reading this, to examine their belief system rationally. Be willing to   explore the nagging voice within, that you have ignored. Allow these uncomfortable doubts, to gently guide you towards the harsh Light of reality & the unchanging nature of the Truth~

HaPpy Trails guys!!

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Gallery  —  Posted: February 23, 2018 in Beliefs, Illuminatiam, Nature, Rational
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Up until now, the bulk of what I have blogged about here on SOURCE, has largely been of an experiential nature.

I was hoping that sharing my situations and struggles, my feelings and emotions, would help others find the ability to view hardships, in another Light. Everything has a season, and pain is an unavoidable part of the human condition. However, how we view these things, changes everything, even how we view our traumas. I do think though, I have driven this point home enough for now.

While I will continue to write from this place periodically, I am moving into away from simple inspiration and into more thought provoking commentary. I am after all, a rational thinker and I am wanting to show more of this part of myself, to my Very FaVorites!

As far as I am concerned, there is a war going on, for our thought life. I am no longer willing to hold my tongue, on matters of extreme importance.

I sure hope you guys can hang with me, as I move into more provocative material!!  You can expect more commentary regarding world events and the issues that effect us all, going forward.

As always, I appreciate your time and I am grateful for those of you who support my efforts. Heck, I am even grateful for those who do not, as their vile protest of my existence, drives traffic and interest my way.

I thank you ALL from the bottom of my pea-pickin’ heartbone!! Now….buckle UP!

V~

Gallery  —  Posted: February 22, 2018 in Change

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The storms are so close, you can smell them now.
We must gather too~
It’s time to shine the Light upon, everything we do~

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Gallery  —  Posted: February 12, 2018 in Poetry, Quotes, Storms

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I am long suffering, and I am as loyal as they come. However, there are somethings that are straight up deal breakers for me in a relationship.
Those that constantly take my “inventory’, especially after being asked not to, are removed from my life. I am quite capable of examining my own behavior. In fact, if I want an outside assessment, I will ask for one. In fact, I will pay for one. I do not need anyone to volunteer, to tell me all the ways I am imperfect, under the guise of “love”.
Those that think they know me better than I know myself, are bounced too. I am a work in progress that is constantly evolving. Those who attempt to freeze frame me, by throwing up my past, do not get to stay on Planet Victorya either.

While these boundaries seem harsh, I have learned over the years what I can live with, and what I cannot. I find the above behaviors abusive. No one wants to be berated by someone, just so they can fallaciously elevate their own egos.  And I am no exception~

V~

Gallery  —  Posted: February 12, 2018 in Abuse, Beliefs

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Coming face to face, with the mirror of my own behavior, is a colossal drag.  But I invite you guys to be brave enough, to look into the mirror of your own lives, here’s why & how.

This is about my own self reflection, particularly right after I became Victoryas over alcohol.
Like any major change we experience, it takes some time & effort, for the old patterns to be replaced by the new ones.
As bad as I think I might be at my drunken worse, it is extremely challenging, to deal with someone who exhibits similar flaws sober & magnified.
Especially when you KNOW you have put a great deal of effort into moving past that vibration stream.
The Light has a way of showing us ourselves, even if we are desperately trying to avoid looking at something.
The Light is relentless, when it is wanting to work a shadow out of me.
So I really don’t appreciate running into another reflection of my previous self, when I have worked so hard, to put the behaviors this person represents, behind me.
The New Agers are always saying, it is because I still need to work something out in that area of my life, but I am not convinced, that is the only reason.

I have had to look at myself much more objectively in the last decade, but even more so, in the last few years.
When I first began waking up. I was literally sick to my stomach, in the very early days. I was able to see myself clearly and I was not digging everything I saw.
In fact I saw many areas in my life, that would benefit from IMMEDIATE improvement, and I went right to work fixing these things.
But by far, the most disturbing thing I found within, was not old festering wounds, and the brokeness surrounding them…It was my own self talk.

I was absolutely shocked!

Where in the world, did that inner critic come from? And how can I make her go away?

I’ve never even spoke to others like that!! Even when I lost control over my anger! It was really kinda hateful. And I hate no one!!

No wonder I was wrestling with self loathing! I didn’t stand a chance, with that kind of destruction self talk, constantly telling me how much of a loser I was. I was ruthless and demanding of myself. An inner demonic perfectionist that hell bent on keeping me from becoming a better version of myself,  was very much alive and well inside me. And I had to take control of her!
Eventually, I realized that I could actually control this intrusive head noise. Whenever I caught myself talking smack about me, I replaced it with a positive statement and repeated it 10 times over, to cancel out the lies. I even lied to myself, when I had to. Even if I did not always believe, the opposite statement was true, but I surely wanted it to be. I still told myself something positive.
This had a quicker than expected, and remarkable impact on my thought life. Only rarely now, do I berate myself, and I am on the correction almost immediately.

It’s not easy task, to unravel decades of ingrained imperfection, but I was committed to doing it, not just for myself, but for humanitarian reasons.
I understood, if I got better, we ALL would. It should never be underestimated, what this accomplishes in the collective, when we individually raise our frequency by dumping old wounds and obsolete thinking. We truly must BE the change we want to see in the world. There really is no way to get around it. It is incumbent on each of us, to clean out our own temples. If we do, the whole town becomes cleaner.

I cannot fathom why, others won’t do the simplest of things, to reprogram their incredible minds, once they are aware they can.
I’ve concluded it is must because, we have largely not been encouraged to so, much less taught how. Thankfully, the ‘will to power’ and improvement is written on the soul. Many of us are into self reflection and improvement naturally.
If we chose to though, the brain stands willing and able to assist!
It’s a snap really, all you have to do, is pay attention to the dialog that goes on in your thought life.
It takes only about 28 days of focused effort, and you are well on you way from there.
Once we clean up the lies within, we must actively replace them with the truth, even if it is currently, a lie to us.
A lot of things organically come into alignment, by committing to this one awareness.

But back to dealing with those, who are still caught in the type of hell, you have worked your way out of. Why in the world, does the Universe provide a mirror?
Most will tell you, it is to show you yourself, “as is”.

However, I have learned, it also shows us how far we have have come! Sometimes, it is a progress report meant to inspire, not correct.

Not only is it an excellent way to more accurately judge our progress, it allows us “see” (up close & personal) how others have perceived us, when we did behave that way.

In my case, it makes me even more determined to keep growing away from the things that no longer serve, or do not flatter me~

 

Gallery  —  Posted: February 9, 2018 in Co-Creation, FYI, Light

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That’s the thing about the Light is…at some point, it shines on every shadow, as it eternally expands~

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Gallery  —  Posted: February 3, 2018 in Light, Quotes

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Although as a “Source”, aka a Writer, I prefer quiet on most occasions in my home. When I do listen to music I’m pretty selective , due to the lyrics contained in them.  I have always understood intuitively, the power of sound & the power of tones, combined with words, aka spelling. It is encouraging to see science support my line of thinking.

I intend to archive other supportive articles here, as I run into them. If you guys have any FaVorites on the subject, please add them below!

I often prefer classical music, especially when it rains… so this article reads like music 🎼 to my ears!

Enjoy~

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(image courtesy of npr.org)

Gallery  —  Posted: February 3, 2018 in Music, Power

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I am doing my best to become one!

Gallery  —  Posted: February 2, 2018 in Quotes, Spirituality

 

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I invite you all to deeply consider Our Globalist Agenda. We are going to have to make choices, about the evolutionary direction of humanity~

https://illuminati.am/globalist-agenda/

#TeamIlluminati #LightLed

Gallery  —  Posted: January 27, 2018 in Change, Humanity, Illuminatiam, Leadership, Light, Oneness, Unity, WORD!

 

Ahhhhh the sound of silence~

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Anyone else prefer it ?

How about the sounds of nature?

Do you prefer that?

 I feel so out of step, preferring silence to music, on most days. So much of the background noise in my life, comes from forced entertainment. The lyrics & tones of which, can alter moods.  Literally everywhere you go, sound is being piped in, without us having a choice. So when I am in my home sanctuary, I want it quiet.  

I want to hear myself, think my own thoughts. 

And listen, to what is happening inside of me.

Some say Silence is Golden.

I say Silence is Sterling~

How about you?

I would love to hear your thoughts about this. Chime in guys~

Gallery  —  Posted: January 27, 2018 in FYI, Random

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The last two years and counting, have ripped me apart.  I have dealt with every imaginable loss and some of the worst things, repeatedly. Following a magical year of fabulous, I should add. The contrast was a drag. It made everything slightly darker, than it likely would have been, had the preceding year been well, average.

I lost four dragons, two long term girlfriends, even longer term marriage & a beloved job I was thriving in, when the position was eliminated. I even had to job hunt twice, in the first year of living on my own. A highly stressful thing, for someone starting “over” again.  Meanwhile, Bro got a pacemaker and was diagnosed with Downs related Alzheimers. Oh and mom had new stints & a new pacemaker too. All of it taking a toll on my health as well.

Yep. It was like that. Dreadful.

Never mind, the grief & financial hardship that goes with all of these things.

So yeah. Hades. Nasty place~

Comedic.

I have quite literally, gone through hell several times in 28 months. When I wasn’t directly in the flames, I was camped just outside and within reach. I have cried more tears during this season, than I have since my Dad died 15 years ago. How I kept showing up everyday for more, was often beyond me. Because I really did not feel like it. Whenever I thought I could absolutely take no more, to my surprise,   I would.

(Insert maniacal laugh here)

Thankfully, there is a Light that is ceaseless. It dawns anew every morning. Regardless if you can’t see it during the darkest of nights. I found the strength to keep going from inside me. It came from the Light within, that kept whispering…

”KEEP GOING ANYWAY”.

Ordinarily, I would have reached out for a round of professional advice for this kind of crazy. However, the thought occurred to me, the Feds might 5150 me, if I did.    So I used the time to hang black crepe and and dove further into the deep. I even coughed up a couple of ancient emotional hairballs. Basically because I was so thoroughly cracked open, I think everything I was trying to hold onto, flat out escaped! Even stuff I didn’t realize was still in there, was forced into the Light. It was horrific!

And healing~

Gratefully, the intervals & intensity of my custom designed hardships, have finally slowed pace, so I could catch my breath. While I am still finding my footing on new territory. I marvel at the higher ground I have gained. I have so very much to be grateful for! I have passed through a wickedly steep learning curve, most would run from. Not only that, I managed to snatch up some sparkly treasures, as I climbed. I gots me some shiny new lessons that will come in handy, as I path UP.

Remember now -Hell has the best swag y’all!!

Even though I am still, just shy of level, I can clearly see the true beauty in the prolonged destructive forces of “nature”. Especially as they move into the valley, and away from me~

PS: Thx 🙏🏽 IAM

Gallery  —  Posted: January 24, 2018 in Grateful, Grief, Hardships, Storms, Thankful

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I am pretty much obsessed with this image. My uber talented daughter Rachel, created it for “Growing Pains”. It is “my” version, of one she had created for herself. I wanted to use the first one she did, but it was too “personal”. Thankfully, she custom created a translation for me. I mad for it, it is so cool! It just captures a part of my victories; somehow…

Anyway, I am really proud of her “fine” artistry! I just wanted to make sure I shouted out some praises on my blog, for those who we not able to see it in print~

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(Mama loves you Liebs)

 

 

 

Gallery  —  Posted: January 23, 2018 in FYI, Love, Thankful

Time & trouble will unfold all hidden mysteries, to the perceptive & persistent~

FC84BAF1-03FB-4EE1-AC5F-7064F1F626A7The Light always reveals what slithers in the shadows, as it grows ever brighter within.

Trust in the pace of your process, with patience & perseverance~

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Gallery  —  Posted: January 20, 2018 in Uncategorized

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The storms are so close, you can smell them now.
We must gather too~
It’s time to shine the Light upon, everything we do~

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Gallery  —  Posted: January 13, 2018 in Change, Humanity, Oneness, Poetry, Storms, Unity
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3DC9E97A-BCA0-4742-8E6D-014638A32223Folks are so preoccupied with their genitalia, it’s juvenile. I get it, I was a teenager too. At some point, ‘strange’ is not fulfilling. Where has sacred communion gone? I’m a rarified experience. Only the worthy, can worship at my Temple~

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While I understand our hormones at their peak, include a primal urgency regarding procrastination, there is so much to copulation than simply making babies.

It is the merging of our aura’s, our souls. It is when two literally, but more importantly, spiritually, become one. I personally do not want someone’s chocolate, in my peanut buttet, unless they posess some seriously Light filled juju. I am particular about the energy, I allow into my atmosphere, in this way. It would be vastly more meaningful, for us all, to do the same. Think Holy Sex. As in whole-y.

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Unfortunately, in an effort to liberate our sexual repression, the pendulum has swung far beyond making love, and back towards an animalistic version of, a sacred expression. We have crossed over, into a destructive version of soul sharing. One that is tearing us apart, rather than liberating.

Now that we are introducing robotic companions into the mix, with the other electronic props, we have invented to tickle our fancy’s, we are in very real danger of losing our humanity, in an effort to have a lesser organism.

I would really love to see us get back into,  the art of love making. And return to a more pure place, in our sexual self expression. Sexual alchemy should be promoted just as much, as sexual perversion, so we can make an informed choice, on how to share this unique gift of life, with others.

We are missing the ultimate magic, by removing the mysteries of the sacred divine, from our sex lives.

But hey, what do I know~

 

 

 

 

Gallery  —  Posted: January 13, 2018 in Co-Creation, Humanity, Oneness
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Most people in my life these days have no idea about my past. It’s not that I have intentionally withheld it, rather it just isn’t something that I even think about anymore. It isn’t my focus & hasn’t been for years.

When my scar was fresh, I was always worried it would be noticed & I would be forced to explain. The shame associated with surviving hell, prevented me from sharing much of anything. Truly, I was working hard towards just forgetting the entire thing but unfortunately, it is a wound that required professional treatment that did not seem to exist and home remedies were scarce in 1980. Even my fairly evolved church at that time, was not equipped to deal with my level of horror, so I quickly exited their counseling. They don’t like divorce. So… I needed more than what they were offering. It became evident I was going to have to self heal.

I waded through much of my despair myself. My story didn’t read like a made for tv movie in which the drunk punk comes home & beats his wife over cold carrots. My tormentor was much more ritualistic than that. And his level of abuse seemed damn near professional. So it wasn’t like I could point to something and simply say,  “it was like that”. That is what I experienced…Help me Please!

Plus it began when I was in the Marine Corps. Back then, those guys had no idea how to deal with “women’s” issues, so I was farmed out to a small town therapist who was not able to do much better. My whole life at that time, was a walking blur. A struggle to get through each day deprived of sleep and experimenting with drugs designed to facilitate an altered reality. Plus others to keep me wake. Thankfully the drugs faded as we moved off base and became more isolated. His crazy level was off the charts as the closest neighbors were not necessarily in ear shot. But damn, he was soooo charming, when he wanted to be. All psychopaths are.

The curious mix of terrorist & saint kept my emotions in such turmoil, it was impossible to get a baseline on myself. I was really not in my body much during those times. I simply do not know how I showed up for anything.

When we 1st met, I was captivated by his colorful reasons for arriving in the desert, and his freaking mouth. Something about this way his mouth moved. I was transfixed. I imagine Chris Brown has this same certain something. It doesn’t show up in pictures and you would not see it unless it was directed at you. It is a hypnotic element perhaps only the most cunning among us possess. I am not altogether sure it is human in nature, but rather something much darker than your garden variety coo-coo. Honestly. This guy made my drunken, rape riddled teens, look like a poor warm up to meeting a full blown predator.

Really, the only reason why I am telling you this at all… is because it woke me up. or started the process rolling that way for sure.

I would say it was a divinely appointed ‘wake the fuck up kinda thing’. I really was descending into my own custom created  sensation seeking vibe, before I even met this guy. so I take full responsibility for marrying him simply based on that mouth, and the orgasms. Lol. I really had the hugest blind spot going at 19. I am sure he could smell my angst before I came around the corner of his life. We married within 3 weeks of meeting because you know, I was mad at my now divorcing parents and again, he was sooooooooooo charming…

I really cant describe the level of auto pilot I was on, when I from out of nowhere, chose to join the Marine Corps vs College. I had a profound longing to distance myself from a life I had no control of. My teens were a cocktail of rumors, rape & substance fueled emotional retardation. So I bolted pretty much blind. I am pretty sure I was already sending energetic distress signals, foolishly giving my position away. I seriously have no idea why I was wandering around, unattended anyway. I had no idea what kind of crazy, lay past the crazy in my own head.

Few few were taught about energy & vibration when I was growing up. Or how it can be magnified by hormones, isolation, ignorance. So there was no awareness about the Laws of Attraction. However our parents of the age did always warn against “strangers”… I personally did not know what that meant. Age old wisdom distilled into a commandment, no one cared to expand upon, were the juices I was cooked in….

To be continued ~

Image  —  Posted: January 11, 2018 in Evil, FYI, Grief, Hardships, Hell
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Hi!!

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Just an FYI to those of you who consistently support my scribbles…

Your encouragement means the world to me!!

I appreciate you guys so much, and look forward to your comments, like you wouldn’t believe.

Keep them coming!

If there is a topic you would like to see me cover, please leave your suggestions below.

Thank you for allowing me to serve your Spirits, some fruit-juicy inspiration, with a side of, spicy rant & satire~

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Gallery  —  Posted: January 7, 2018 in Loyalty, Random, Thankful
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I am intentionally striving to stay out of global narratives. It has become a theater of the insane, for those of us who value logic & rationality in human relationships and government. We have seemingly become an extremely bi-polar people, without any real power of our own, and it is hard to watch folks struggle in this categorical nonsense.

We are so out of balance, if the Light wasn’t working overtime to compensate, darkness would devour us all. The cosmic balance of divine duality, is the perfect environment for free will. However, it seems like we have willed ourselves onto 2 edges, forgetting all the choices in between, each pole. All those yummy gray areas that I and others, prefer to inhabit. The center of the boat, to the Illuminati.

I cannot comprehend the viciousness of our species. Man’s inhumanity to man is so awful, it is hard for me to relate to my own kind sometimes. Our willingness to kill each other, when we don’t get our own way, is beyond disturbing. It is straight up, diabolical. And we should be ashamed of ourselves for such a character flaw.

I realize we have been taught competition at all cost,  but is cooperating, collectivism, with a dash of competitiveness our natural inclination? Who exactly is responsible for dividing us? Why are we constantly being programmed with materialism and mental slavery? Who does that serve? As they say…follow the money. Who profits from such a society?

The way I see it, primarily nefarious MEN (sorry boys) are largely responsible for what we have become. Women were not allowed to participate until very recently, and certainly not worldwide, even now. This patriarchal dominance has been to the determent of our species.

Enslaving the visionary and intuitive female, has resulted in a species so off of center, we must correct it immediately, or suffer the larger consequences of this ongoing incongruity. Suppressing the talents & gifts of fully half our species, has resulted in a civilization on the verge of ruin, due to this outrageous disharmony. We must get upright on this one. And by upright, I do not mean celebrating boys who have become girls, over the top of organic goddesses!

This world is made possible via our thoughts. Hence, there is continual competition for our thought life.  Make no mistake , those in high places, understand our true creative nature. They know we co-create what we THINK about. This is how we are “controlled”. They are dictating what we think. From all freaking sides too. They seek to create their own agenda, using the same powers that are dormant within us. This is easily accomplished via the media. I find it preposterous, that we even PAY for this indoctrination. Yep, via your cable bill!
So yes, chaos & fear does ‘seem’ to reign from every direction….when you turn your attention to it, that is. The same can be said of order, peace & love.
The truth is, where your heart is, your treasure resides.
What you focus on… is truly what you will “see”.
If you “see” this world as going down for the count… You will always attract more data to support your theory.  If you “see” the world as waking UP, to a new way of being, the same principle applies. So it is super important, to watch what we allow into our data center.
Our world is a magnificent multidimensional experience. Everything from hell to heaven, is possible here. It is one of the reasons why we have come here. To “experience” this co-creative opportunity. To fully immerse ourselves, in the gooey creative juices of matter, so we can FEEL stuff. Our senses are pure magic, but they surely can be deceptive. If we could just suspend our prior disbelief, and look around objectively, it is easy to see the basics of what is unfolding. And how we can very easily turn the tide.
The true magic here is, everything in existence, is being created by our chaotic collective consciousness, while simultaneously, being gently directed towards order, by the unseen hand of Divine Light & Reason,
We have the power to co-create this place into heaven on Earth, if we all would only realize, who really holds the power on this planet, and stop giving ours away, to those who do not have our best interests in mind. You know, the ones you love to hate, on that telly of yours.
Monsters love the dark. One flip of the Light switch, and they will flee~

Most people know deep in their heart of hearts, this is an unsustainable way of being.  They long for saviors to bail us out of this mess. The truth is though, nothing of the kind is coming. REPEAT. No one is coming to “save” us! In fact, believing as much, is counter-productive to our growth. If folks just realized how magnificent this planet would be, by simply returning to balance, they would be amazed to see Heaven on Earth HERE.

We must take responsibly for what we have allowed to occur, and make the course corrections needed, to navigate our way to calmer waters. And we must do it en mass, immediately~

Gallery  —  Posted: January 3, 2018 in Balance, Change, Co-Creation
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To the men who helped me heal~

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Along my path, but particularly in my marriages to Jack & Glenn, I was blissed to find gentlemen to journey with, as I healed in stages.
These men saw me at my worst, as I struggled to make sense of myself, after trauma. It took me decades to unravel the knot within that was preventing me from shining, as brightly as I have been called to.
It was no easy task, to love & live with a Phoenix. Especially as I emerged from the bottle.

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To all who are fortunate to be loved by a long suffering man, rejoice!
You have had the privilege to walk with a new breed of men! It is these guys, who are brave enough to walk with a rising goddess.
Today, I ask you to honor our TRUE knights in shining armor, the REAL Prince’s of an evolving species~

Namaste’ Gentlemen~

Gallery  —  Posted: December 30, 2017 in Grateful, Healing, Love, Sobriety
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Girl Power~
Exploring the Goddess & the coming “Bride” of Light~
Inherent in every female; is a Goddess so supernaturally powerful, that alpha-men unconsciously seek to crush her, before she is able to inhabit this magnificent force.
I am sick to death of hearing about the age old slavery trade, when historically WOMEN are the most abused, violated & enslaved humans on the planet. How we have over looked this, is beyond me. Even now, men who become women, are elevated above those who are biologically However; the Divine Feminine is now finally on the rise, to take her rightful seat on the throne, next to her partner.
Earth provides a string of history’s, almost all of which have been dominated by males for the past 10,000 years. You don’t need me to spell that out to you.  Just look around, my lady! Far too many of us are not free to chose our own paths.
We are a collective culture seriously out of balance. Even though new & promising archeological  research suggests, ancient Egypt & even the Amazon, might have been organized by women, there is yet to be concrete empirical evidence of women led civilizations that we can emulate or revere.
Perhaps we lost our place of reverence long ago, when men figured out where babies come from? Lol
However, there are a few examples on a smaller scale, of societies led by the matriarchy.

“From this cursory view of women-run societies, some fundamental differences from predominantly male-run communities become pretty clear. Most strikingly, these cultures appear to have quite a different view of ownership than the one that dominates in Western culture today — a far greater emphasis is placed on communal participation than in societies run by men, which tend to be more hegemonic. Children, for example, belong to the whole community rather than to a single family, and land is shared instead of partitioned off”

I for one, would like to know what is like, to live under such leadership. But perhaps they too, lacked balance? Maybe that is why, the masculine energy rose up against us? Regardless, I am waiting to see what the future holds, as the sexes begin to cooperate in harmony. I think the mere restoration of balance, will look like heaven on earth once we have stabilized.

Sooooo…Wake up and “groom” my Sisters!!
It is time to Rise & Shine my Bride!
It is time to take our rightful seat, at the head of the banquet table.
Remember you are A Bride,  not a shamed mistress!!
And never, EVER a whore!!
(to be continued)

Gallery  —  Posted: December 29, 2017 in Balance, Change, Healing, Power
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