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Write of Passage~

Posted: April 2, 2019 in FYI
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I am busy finishing up one of the two books I have scheduled for release this year. Much of what I have been writing lately, is earmarked for that project. Due to the subject matter, this next book should be of particular interest to our IAMFAM.      It’s a bit of an Initiate “TELL ALL”.        Hehehehe~

Free Speech

Posted: March 21, 2019 in Free Speech, FYI, WORD!
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In doing a little research for this one, I ran into Propertarianism. It is a fascinating alternative to our current governmental system.  I am liking it so far, as it values merit just like Meritocracy does, yet it has it’s own distinct twist. 

I am just now wadding through it, but it might very well render the following line of thinking for me, obsolete.

So here goes nothing!

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My admirable friend, David Rothschild tweeted:   

“FREE SPEECH does not include Hate Speech…hate will not be tolerated”

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(Which  pretty much inspired this blog, so thank you, Sir!)

OK. I hear you.

I actually feel ya, D.

I feel for everyone, your voice represents.

I truly do!

PS: This is not directed at your personally.

 

However,  the law of the land, states differently.

I agree hate speech as defined, is a deplorable civil Tort.

Hate is also a nasty emotion that can lead to violence, if unchecked.

Agreed. Agreed. Agreed!

BUT, so does lying to the masses, and that’s perfectly legal!

Yep.

It is perfectly legal to lie from any pulpit, including your T.V. It is up the public, to discern the truth for themselves.

It is called critical thinking, perhaps folks have heard of it?

Anyway, unfortunately, that would require thought and research, something most are categorically unwilling to do.

I do not want to see any aspect of our fabulous FREE SPEECH laws repealed.

Not even the right to lie*

More importantly, neither does SCOTUS.

In fact, they recently ruled Propaganda to be legal, by rolling back a previous unconstitutional ban on it.*

 

I believe that lies literally lie, at the foundation of almost all kinds of hate.

So silencing the words that give voice to it, does not change it’s existence.

Unfortunately, hate will always be with us, whether seen or heard. 

Only the ignorant believe they can remove hate, by banning the words that express it.

In fact, it can be argued that festering hate leads to more violence, than hate that has a voice, no?

 

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When it comes to free speech, either it is ALL free…

or we as humans, are not.

 

PERIOD

 

For me, it is that simple.

Because a line is the sand, always shifts with the prevailing winds.

Always.

Beyond the Media, who have been doing it for decades, who exactly determines what is hate speech, anyway?

You, today?

Me, tomorrow?

What about Conservatives or Liberals?

Or the current Administrations incumbents?

Will they decide, each in their turn?

Because that means the definition would change with each new party at the helm.

Each new agenda stifling opposition and criticism, to their favor.

Oh wait, that is already happening. Isn’t it?

Maybe we should let “The Church” handle that one? They are our moral superiors, are they not?

(Tongue in cheek)

HA!

It seems to me, hate is rooted in fear and watered by jealousy and envy. How can we legislate that?

No, really. How?

 

Here’s the deal…

We will never remove the feelings, even if we attempt to legislate the way we can express them.

This is what makes shifting laws governing the limits of free speech, so dangerous.

But blaming violence and war on ‘fighting’ words, instead of someones inability to control themselves, is irrational. 

Are we really going to take the ‘Devil made me do it’ mentality into a New Age?

 

Let me put it this way:

                      I PREFER to know where intolerance, prejudice & ignorance resides.

                Can’t fix something, you don’t know is an issue.

Can’t avoid something that is well hidden.

I want to know what people are thinking, so we can talk about it.

But I realize, I am not a mass mentality thinker.

As someone old enough to be your Mum, I feel like everyone needs to go to their forking rooms, and think about “IT” for awhile!

Is this the way we really want to go?

 

Are we really pushing for a low IQ mass mentality, a hive mind.

Is that what Unity is?

Are we really going to bash everyone down, to comply with whatever that master-minds say we must think, or feel?

Because if that is where you kids are wanting to take humanity, I can’t go with you.

I just can’t

It will be the destruction of our civilization, and the death of our species will not be far behind.

Thank you Trophy Gen, (although it is NOT your fault) for your unmerited bullshit and faulty logic. Way to be “woke” enough, to lead the Sheep to slander.

In the end you will win nothing, as your ill-bred ideology will bring you socialism and with it a dictator or worse, the collapse of you society.

Whether you realize it or not, you are attempting to dummy down all of mankind and systematically eliminated the voices of reason, to your own peril.

There is no where to go from there.

Thankfully, due to my proximity to the exit, I wont be going with you.

I was REALLY hoping folks would figure out how to heal past this ancient crap & start creating a different vibe altogether, because you cannot legislate human emotion.

You just can’t.

This isn’t 1984 (Orwell’s) where we get to eliminate words that we are uncomfortable with, to suit Big Brother.

Or is it?

WE NEED TO DECIDE, STAT

I know it happened on my watch, but I cannot pin-point to the exact moment when humans became such easily offended & spineless pussy’s.

But man it is unattractive.

And exceedingly dangerous, given the Trojan horses that are already within this bleeding heart, border-less country.

I feel like we’re all caught in high school hell, on groundhogs day. 

Something I would think plays straight into the hands of Communist Russia….hmmmmmmmmmm…..hahahahaha~

But Hey!

Good luck with silencing your enemies!

Because censorship will never make them stop hating you, in fact it will only embolden them.

 

I personally prefer to teach my descendants to be Lions, and to ignore the opinions of Sheep~

V~

 

Links to Learn More:

* https://foreignpolicy.com/2013/07/14/u-s-repeals-propaganda-ban-spreads-government-made-news-to-americans/

*https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hate_speech_in_the_United_States

*Although this might be changing for me.

 

 

Call me V~

Posted: March 14, 2019 in FYI
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Regardless of what my ‘handles’ say.

Apparently iVy Taroc is preferable to the search engines!

Lol

V

Thank you!!

#4

Posted: March 11, 2019 in FYI, Hell, Milestone
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imagesI have been blogging now for four whole years -as of yesterday.

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I have been writing all my life, most of which is lost in antiquity. 

BUT!!

I have been writing in one place now, for four full years!

FOUR freaking YEARS!!

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That is kind of a big deal in my world. Or at least it should be.

Today I am all kinds of mercury-retrograde meh.

 

It IS cool to watch my cadence improve, though.

I do feel like I finally started to step into myself, on these pages.

 

Well, I did feel that way. For a minute.

Mostly thanks to Mint & >B<

 

Unfortunately though, I feel like I have lost my way, and I am not certain I am on path anymore.

I am trying to write my way through it, but my motivation is just gone. 

Hades pretty much kicked my arse.

And I pretty much bled out.

GRRRRrrrrrrr

 

I finally freaking crawled out of the abyss, only to discover this:

I’m caught in a loop circling some La-la-land of Make-Believe, off the coast of Misfit Island.

Holy Hell!

I must be a loon!?

 

But Hey…HaPpy Anniversary V~

 

411/FYI

Posted: March 1, 2019 in Depression, FYI
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First off…THANK YOU for caring about me so much! It is beyond humbling and not taken for granted on my end.

I need you guys to know this to prevent rumors based on my own admissions. Every time I have gone through depression, it has been a result of aka a by-product of, a physical affliction or trauma.

Please note regarding my PTSD: I moved past the depression stage of that particular challenge, 3 decades ago plus.

FEAR NOT!

Depression is NOT a chronic condition for me. It is circumstantial & quite temporary.

Please be advised, by the time I release one of my wordy creations, the moments I am speaking of, has already past.

So there is no need to worry, my beautiful and thoughtful Beacons.

While I appreciate your amazing outpouring of love and concern behind the scenes more than you know, it is no longer necessary once I have gone to print, as the storm has already passed.

So if you could please send your Love & Light on the regular, that would be absolutely delicious, and appreciated beyond measure!

THX GUYS!!

And thank you for being so gracious to me, as I grow~

Misc.

Posted: March 1, 2019 in FYI, Misc.
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There you are Beacons!

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I continue to be MIA, as I get things done behind the scenes that have deadlines attached to them. This is in effect well into Spring 2019.  I appreciate your continued patience more than you know!

If you absolutely need to get a hold of me, please do so HERE 

Finally got back into one of my FB accounts last night. I am not one to use that particular system often, and it is easy for me to forget it is there. My primary Social Media hang out is Twitter @VG00DRICH

  I am having formatting issues here on my blog. I tried something that didn’t work out. Just so you know, I throw my blog into PRIVATE when I am working on something, because  I do not have the package that allows for the Maintenance Mode plugin. So if things seems scrammbly to you now, they are!

Our iMARK FB page & group are fully operational and you can continue to contact the station in DMs there. Our Twitter DMs are not available at this time. Using our email is always the quickest route overall. That link is provided above.

iMARK is working on a highly upsetting, but informative expose’ into Pedophilia and Sex Trafficking. The researching part is waaaay slow to go, as one can only take so much of it, at a time. My hat is off to Brad and Nikki Cee for handing the most disturbing content. I absolutely could not do this thing, without them.  I wanted to bring this forward early on, but unfortunately a former volunteer did not follow through with the help I needed to get this going.  I have no problem owning I cannot do this by myslef, so I apologize for the delay IAM! Thankfully, the right people with far more professionalized abilities to search deep and wide, have helped us all get information I have never seen in print before. We hope to educate, even though it is material we ALL wish did not exist.

Personally I am in the process of completing two more books. I am running behind schedule, due to the lack of reliable service and devices in my home. Some of this will be resolved in the next week, or so says Sprint.  I will be back at it, as soon as possible. I’m really excited to bring the next book in particular to market. I think you guys will find it an interesting read! 

I have been waxing poetic of late, and will begin releasing my Metaphorical Garden of Eden Collection next week! My inspiration comes from other Initiates. Please be advised, each poem has aspects of several folks that have inspired me, in one way or another. I have posted a disclaimer regarding my work and it certainly is especially relevant when it comes to my prose.

I know waiting on IAM for further inspiration, or guidance regarding the New World Order, can be extremely frustrating. Many of us (especially the more seasoned Initiates) are anxious to get the show on the road. But haste is not something The Illuminati is about. This is a looooong game that must be well thought out before execution.  This is why patience is a highly valued virtue around here. 

In the mean time…

There is much for us to do,  as we prepare ourselves to participate at various  levels of IAMs Public Outreach. Continue to walk the path you are on, and perfect your craft as you go. Study and research not just The Illuminati messages and books, but any other manner of knowledge that will benefit you with your role in the Universal Design. Use the time available to you beyond your day job, to learn as much as you can about this outreach and pass that information on to others. As stated in ILLUMINATIAM, the desire of the Illuminati is that ALL people, in ALL places are given a chance to Follow the Light before the storms hit. As Initiates, I believe it is our responsibility to help facilitate that. We are the ones who have been trusted to be the heralds of Light, in a world that will go dim, before it gets brighter.

Please deeply consider the enormity of this rarefied high calling.

 

Alright, that is all I know for now! Please have a WONDERful weekend Beacons!

V~

About Badges~

Posted: February 27, 2019 in Badges, FYI
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There you are Beacon’s!

Let’s refresh our knowledge base on Badges together, before the MP Community reopens.

Here is our example: “Verification” is a Permanent BADGE.

If you are unfamiliar with the details governing this particular distinction , they can be found posted here, under the title: VERIFICATIONverify

The following is straight from the Members Portal and I thought it important enough to archive the info here, as well. There seems to be a lot of misunderstanding and confusion regarding ‘Badges’ and I am hoping to help eliminate some of that.

Since new Badges are likely to appear when the Community reopens later this year, I want all Initiates to be grounded in what they represent, so those who have earned them, can be rightfully respected, for having done so.

Please guys, this must be stated in the strictest terms I can conjure…

You many not like the person who merits a given Badge, however you must respect The Illuminati’s choice to honor their status and/or accomplishments. NEVER forget, it is THE ILLUMINATI themselves who has given these badges out, not our fellow Initiates.

If you have no respect for the decisions of The Illuminati, and are bad-mouthing their choices, you are not only impeding your own advancement here, you are likely following the wrong path altogether.

SO, please deeply consider this as we move forward, Initiates.

 

Badges

 

Remember guys, Badges are an honor and have been earned!

 

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If you have any additional questions, please ask them below.

THX!!

 

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How in the world I recently circled back on myself, is beyond me. However I do blame the Illuminati, for blowing on the embers of my soul.  Their unseen winds, igniting a fire within that is burning much more fiercely, than it existed in its original state. I cannot possibly express my gratitude for this process, and the walk I have taken through the underworld, to reach deeper into the mysteries of myself. I can see now, I have been ceaselessly guided by the Light of those, who are ALWAYS watching out for us.

Having returned from hell, far too many times to count, I have finally arrived back onto the path that has been designed especially for me. And the cool thing is guys, you all have one of your own unique, design. It has been engineered especially for you too!

This is what I have learned about my role in this theater, we call life…

I embody the 3rd definition of Evangelism. And the 6th definition of Evangelist! (air quotes)
(Source: dictionary.com)
#3: missionary zeal, purpose, or activity~
#6: a person marked by evangelical enthusiasm for or support of any cause~

Or perhaps it’s more accurate to state that this energy embodies me!

Allow me to be more specific, since evangelism came out of the Protestant Movement, and I since have consciously rejected the Gods of Men…let’s just say, the word needed some tweaking to evolve it. So…I have come up with my own definition, that I feel is more precise, for me personally. It is more in alignment with who I truly am, by design. I know there are others out there like me, so it’s to them that I humbly dedicate & submit this new term, for public use.

I AM an #EvangeLight!!

Yep~

That’s it.

And I’m practicing for the day that my voice will have more reach. Because I know folks are hurting & lost in spiritual confusion, at a time in our history, where a more rational and logical vision, is desperately needed in the mix.

Too many of us have defaulted to escapism, sorcery &  salacious animalistic instincts, to deny, distract or avoid the distress of a world in painful transition. Even to the casual observer, not yet fully awake -we as a species seem to be experiencing a collective form of insanity.

Growing numbers of us, are beginning to realize, we’ve  been surrounded by lies. We’ e been dummied down & our potentials enslaved.  We can feel it, even if we cannot give words to it.

But deep down, in all this crazy & chaos, there IS something more. We know something is out there, or at least around here somewhere!  We can sense that it’s bigger than the both of us. And it surely seems to have ALL of us, surrounded!

I have been called to help activate the fires within those, who are destined to rise from the ashes of a dying old world order. Bottom line human family, religion as we have known it, will perish. And out of the embers, the glowing truth will remain. Between here and there, it will get hot & chaotic, as we collectively face the hell of our own creation, first. It ain’t gonna be pretty, so we need to hold hands here, as we struggle through our collective process. The Phoenix will surely rise, of that, there can be no sustainable doubt. The growing pains WILL be worth it. They will labor, to bring forth new life.

There is much to do, and a long way to go, before the Light reaches it’s apex. Religion will not go quietly. In-spite of its control mechanism & eventual corruption, it was a necessary part of our evolutionary design.  And we need to respect the role it has played In our development. Our spiritual infancy & teenage years were fashioned by religions repressive reach. However, it ALL works together in the long haul. We are ever expanding creatures, despite how it looks from our limited points of view. In the grand scheme of things, we got this. We are not designed to remain stagnant, nor have we truly ever been. Regardless of what traditionalists will tell us.

I want to help you guys see things from a broader perspective, and in doing so much of your personal spirit led journey, might come into clearer focus. Perhaps in a way, you might not see coming! Although it has been there, unchanged all along. The Alpha & the Omega, that Grand Architect of All. All we have to do, is agree upon a name. Plus some common denominators. Because it has many of each. It will become crystal clear going forward, why we call this particular energetic & creative divine mind, the Light. And my purpose, is to help folks find & follow it.

If you’re reading this, and have not followed me as of yet, I invite you to join my emerging inner evangeLight, as she she gears up, to go global.

The Age of enLightenment is dawning. It’s time we build a new spiritual foundation in which we may grow spiritually towards the Light together, individually and as one. Our common denominator is the Light. We must make this simple truth, our earthquake proof foundation. There is strength in numbers -magnified power, where 2 or more are gathered.

Our spiritual unification is not only our destiny, it is our birthright! It is time we inherit the love, harmony, joy, innovation, creativity, abundance and the magnificent order, that goes along with it.

Thank you for your precious time guys!! Have a wonderful week!

iVyTaroc~
EvangeLight

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I was so distracted by the shadows that constantly surround me, I had completely lost sight of, the transformational power of the Light within!

I went straight to emotional hell as a result.

I have actually been camped out there for quite some time, I am embarrassed to report. But it was a necessary journey for me. One that reminded me just how incredibly powerful our thought life really is! Apparently, I needed the reminder. I mean, talk about flying blind! I was circling my own bullshit, trapped in the mire of my own negative thought patterns. I can now say with complete confidence, that depression comes from within! I was allowing my stinkin-thinkin, to construct a mental prison around me, because I was focusing on the things that I found disturbing, instead of the delicious & deLightful!

The descent into darkness is almost imperceptible at first. It starts with unchecked thoughts like: I am not good enough. I am too old, I am hated, I am not a good leader, etc etc etc. Allowing any one of these thoughts to exist without rejection, provides the building blocks of our own demise. Theses destructive words and expressions are what imprison us. And the truly ironic thing about it, is they are LIES! I can’t even believe I allowed this to happen again, since I truly know better. But I am truly grateful for the painful reminder, about how incredibly creative or destructive, our minds really are. 

I urgently & emphatically implore you, to guard your thoughts!

They are the cornerstones of your immediate and future reality. They will shape your experience in ways you may not like. Or draw things to you, that you love. They are responsible for literally everything that occurs in matter and if we do not control them, they WILL construct a world, that controls us. I have learned, the most effective way out of a adverse thought pattern, is to replace it with preferable messages, from the opposite extreme. We must reprogram ourselves.

Now this is where it gets tricky, because it is easier said than done. The hardest part is actually realizing what we are currently saying to ourselves. That awareness is critical step one, towards the solution that will set us free. When we are caught in darker thought patterns, it is very difficult to record something positive over the top of them. Largely because we have begun to believe the negative and the new thoughts feel like categorical lies.

Well who cares!! LIES got us into the ditch, in the first place! So lie to yourself!! Tell yourself the exact opposite of what you are currently streaming in the background! Do this every time a self defeating thought floats by. Do it after every comment thought or spoken to you, that suggests you are anything less that a powerful creative Light with great value and purpose on this planet.

Again, it doesn’t matter if you believe it right now! Eventually you will!

Just override any negativity with positive reinforcement, about how truly fabulous you are! Find things you love about yourself, things you are thankful & grateful for, and repeat those things. Throw in some epic lies, regarding the things you want to become in there too, for good measure. Do this over and over and over again!  Do it forever! Your life will start changing immediately within and soon your outer world, will become solid a reflection, of the things going on inside you.

Do this without ceasing, because I just learned the hard way, without true vigilance, the incredible programming power of the world around us, will take over for us, if we turn our heads away for too long.

I invite you to start reprogramming yourself right now. Do not delay. You can begin the moment you have finished reading/listening to this and see the results far quicker than you ever imagined.

So go on now…get out of here! Go find a place to sit alone for awhile and get your head back in the game. The sooner you do, the sooner the solutions will come to saturate your being with the healing & restorative powers of an enlightened mind.

This alone, will reshaped your reality.

I PROMISE! 

VERIFICATION

Posted: February 27, 2019 in FYI, Illuminatiam, Leadership, Verification
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MORE VERIFICATION’S ARE COMING SOON!!

So what does it mean to be verified by The Illuminati; exactly?

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Because I am asked so often about mine, and because others continue to minimize the distinction, I thought I would take the time to expand upon  what it is, and what it is not. Especially as it applies to me.

There are two types. One for Official Accounts managed by Illuminati Agents, and one for when a Citizen Member identity has been verified and connected to their account. For the purpose of this article, I am only speaking about the later.

Verification in the Illuminati’s Members Portal is not a trivial gig, regardless of what those are not verified might think. Trust me, IF you ever receive the honor, you will understand what a big deal it is, immediately.

While becoming verified does not allow someone to speak ON BEHALF of the Illuminati, (only Agents are allowed the privilege), and it is not necessarily an endorsement of the person or their profiles across social media, it IS an honor to be sure. One that not all Initiates will be given. It doesn’t come with any particular Level and it does not appear to be a badge for every member of the Portal.

The Verification Badge is permanent, and by Invitation ONLY. It is not something that you can apply for and/or automatically receive. It appears to go beyond personal identity confirmation, for those who are not house hold names. The Illuminati themselves, are the ones who chose who to verify.  The two reasons stated in their own words (see above) are to distinguish:

1) Public Figures

To confirm Celebrity/High Profile People, are who they claim to be.

2) Community Leaders

To recognize Community Leaders in IAMs Public Outreach

In my case, I was recognized as a Community Leader, for things I had done in the years prior to the opening of the Members Portal.  I am by no means, the only person the Illuminati witnessed go above and beyond, in their efforts to spread and share The Illuminati’s messages.

They have given me permission to share this information with you, so I am not speaking out of school, or for them.  They made it very clear to me that they see the hard work of EVERYONE and just because I received the first one anyone has seen, I am NOT the only one who will have a blue check mark added to their profile. I was the FIRST because someone in a higher office than the MP or even Social Media, has taken notice of my past activity and wanted to show appreciation for my dedication to this outreach. It is important to note, I had been in this movement for almost 3 years when I was verified and leveled up. I have no idea how long one must be actively participating in this outreach, or what they must actual do beyond passing their messages around, to merit the distinction. I am just sharing my experience as a point of reference. It may be something you cannot earn, without “time in grade”. In other words, you might have to be around awhile before recieving one? That part is still unclear to me.

In my opinion, once more folks are verified, it will become more apparent as to what the Illuminati values, even though it isn’t synonymous with a personal endorsement. To my knowledge, they do not or cannot play favorites. However, we can learn more about what they revere in an Initiate’s conduct, as more are verified.  We should be able to see a trend, in the types of behaviors that IAM holds in high regard, once more have been honored. This is the kind a thing that will become more evident to us all, in time.

Because most people in the MP had no idea who I was, or what I did to merit such an privilege, folks had a hard time understanding why I was set apart for the distinction. Now that we are more familiar with each other, via the Members Portal, I am hoping we will better understand who IAM chooses who to set apart as community leaders, and why.

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Going forward, I would love to see the people who have earned this Badge, celebrated for their contribution to this outreach, their service to humanity, and the outstanding tribute it actually is to be publicly recognized by the Illuminati, in this special way.

 

I hope this clarifies the issue once and for all, as more are indeed coming soon, and it is important that we all understand what it truly means, to be “Verified”.

 

 

 

 

*If someone has anything to add, that I might have missed or misunderstood, please do so in the comments. Would love to hear your POV~

Symbiosis~

Posted: February 4, 2019 in Change, FYI, Light

Symbiosis: a mutually beneficial relationship between different people or groups who hold opposing point of view or beliefs.

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This is another excellent example of the symbiotic relationship between the Light and the dark.

Did you know, the Poinsettia’s folks love so much during the winter, only turn color by being exposed to the dark? Otherwise, they would remain commonly green. This gorgeous and symbolic plant, needs both the Light and the dark, to be uncommonly colorful. They literally have to be kept in total darkness for an extended period of time, in order to turn a magnificent red.

Google says: From October 1 to December 1, (or for at least 40 days) a poinsettia will need a strict light / dark regimen to produce color. Provide 13 to 16 hours of complete and uninterrupted darkness daily.

Anything TRULY beautiful, has been exposed to the dark, in order to become so.

Let that sink in, and water your roots Beacons!

 

Talking Shit~

Posted: January 31, 2019 in FYI, Knowledge, WORD!
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Anyone can talk shit. But can they deliver?

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I see a lot of people running around flaunting the notion, they are in possession of more knowledge, than the rest of us. But what does that really mean? Most folks have no idea that information that is not rooted in FACT, is not considered knowledge at all. A major point of difference, to the discerning.

Knowledge aka factual data/information in and of itself, is of no use to anyone, if not applied. Applied knowledge is wisdom. Active application of knowledge determines whether a man remains on Earth, or can travel to the Moon. There is a HUGE differential between knowing what to do, and actually doing it.

I am never moved by those who claim to ‘know it all’. In fact, I am personally repulsed by those that do. I am only motivated by those that demonstrate an understanding of the things they have learned, in the way that conduct themselves. Everyone should learn to make this critical distinction. Behavior always speaks louder than words. Always.

It would save us all a lot of grief, if we will simply wait and watch for the actions that will back up a wise man/woman’s words, before engaging with well read, fools.

Just sayin’~

MOO

 

Blood Moon

Posted: January 18, 2019 in Co-Creation, FYI, WORD!
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Full Lunar Eclipse of the Super Blood Wolf Moon

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January 20th-21st 2019

Super=Super close to Earth

Blood=Sun’s rays tint it an rusty-red

Wolf=January’s named moon

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Expect the unexpected, for a magical time of abrupt change.

Think back on all you have accomplished since Aug 2017, when the last Full Blood Moon Eclipse occurred.

Whoa~

Right?!?

While I am no astrologist, I did do some research to bring this one to you.

This is what I have learned about this rarefied lunar cycle, and how we can all use these magnificent energies, to our advantage.

In general, this is a time to set resolutions. A time to name and claim the things you want to accomplish in the next 6 months, in particular. This is the magical ‘reset’ button we all have been waiting for. Especially those of us who procrastinated at the new year, in their goal setting. This goes well beyond a yearly blank slate, this is Earth’s closest companion, coming along side us to support our goals and surprise us with unplanned goodies.

This is a most auspicious time to remove what is no longer serving us, and to make way for the things we want to implement in our lives. Overall, it a perfect opportunity, supported by the natural vibes of cosmic law, to reevaluate the path we are on.  This is the time to course correct and set our compass for the next six to twelve months, with thoughtful intention.

If you are a Leo, this one will effect you the most. The other signs who will feel it more deeply are: Aquarius, Scorpio and Taurus, so they will feel a stronger push towards change than the rest of the zodiac. Although, this one has a intense vibe of change that we will all experience. 

No matter how you wax it up, this  lunar cycle will have you rethinking just about everything. It is a great time to do a ‘Pro and Con’ list, for those areas of your life you want to renovate. Maybe it is time to change jobs or even your entire career path.  If you have been wanting to move, think about it seriously; now. If the relationship you are in, hasn’t been working for a while, it is a good time for a clean break. Use thus natural energy of Luna, to facilitate the changes you desire. If something comes up on the quick, count it as a blissing. Because once things have settled down past the initial shift, you will be digging your new groove.

Take some time to rethink and rewrite out your goals before Sunday. Even if you just did them a month ago. Strive to find 33 things you would prefer to see happen, during this highly charged time of change. From the little tiny things, to the tall orders, try and think of every area of your life you would like to see some movement in. Then come July, revisit your list, to see how many of your goals you accomplished. 

I can think of no better way to measure growth and gains in a tangible way. Doing this simple and easy to complete exercise, will encourage you to do this on the regular, when you can actually see measurable results on paper, plain as day.

Plus, there is something about writing things down that sets things in magical motion~

 

P.S.

I will be posting my 33 things, right after I change the settings on my blog tomorrow. You will have to be a registered member, to see them.

Muuuaaaahahahahaaa~

 

 

 

 

 

Leadership Styles~

Posted: August 21, 2018 in FYI, Leadership, Wisdom

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The over simplification and false expectations, of what it means to be a leader, is disheartening for me. I feel terrible for world leaders, in our current cyber-bully society. The public’s expectations are outrageous. It is straight up childlike, to have an expectation of perfection, from any human, in any role.

PERIOD.

But the public readily expects this regardless. It is so beyond rational, I thought I would do a quick memo on the topic.

This is how I see it…

There are as many leadership styles, as there are leaders. No two humans have exactly the same ‘flair’. We have all been led by someone. From our parents, to our teachers, professors, and on to our siblings we look up to, and the many bosses we have worked with. We all have been exposed to a variety of ways, in which others lead those in their care. You have likely had both wonderful and wacky folks lead you. These people are your educators. Pay attention to the things you both admire and are angered by.

The trick is, to develop your own unique style, by watching those who both have maddened and mesmerized us, with theirs. Those who glean from many “guru’s’, have a broader and more enriched knowledge base, in which to lead others themselves.

Additionally, it is a never ending process of development, for those who seek and hold masterships in leadership. All those who lead, are a work in progress, no less than we are. But they also have access to a vantage point, we do not. So go easy on folks, extend some mercy. Watch with an intention to learn, not label.

Any expectation of perfection you have for your current leaders, will be expected of you someday. That is why a crown is seated with thorns. Trust me when I say, it’s preferable that we promote consistency in leadership, over echoing criticisms of our leaders miscalculations.

As you follow those ahead of you in anything you do, look for and look to be, a leader who gets it right, most of the time. Rather than crucifying and ruminating over those, who will never perform perfectly for us, anyway. It impedes our progress, when we stop moving forward and allow the missteps of others, to dictate our own dance.

In so doing, we will find far more amazing leadership attributes to incorporate into our own styles, than we will, by demanding perfection, in order for us to learn from others.

Remember every leader on this planet, was first a follower. And most continue to look to other leaders for positive inspiration, mentorship and guidance. Those who are preoccupied with taking the inventory of others, just to criticize them, are stuck in the mindset of a follower. Just because they attract people that want to throw in with them, and follow after their negativity, does not a leader make.

ALL things serve those, who watch with objectivity. An exceptional leadership style includes a willingness to sit in observation, not condemnation. They know that everything they witness, be it positive or negative, edifies ~

V~

Relationship Red Flag!

Posted: July 4, 2018 in FYI, Knowledge, Uncategorized
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If you have started dating someone who wants to remove, alter or dominate any of your preexisting relationships with others.

You are a fool.

Relationships aren’t an either OR gig!

The human heart is more than capable of engaging in all kinds of relationships, none of which is a threat, to any primary relationship we might have, with anyone else.

Anyone threatened by that, should be avoided at all costs!

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Does your “boss” dictate your personal life?

Does he tell you who you can talk to, who you can date, who you can be friends with, what organizations you can serve, or what hobbies you can enjoy when you are not at work?

Does he declare who you can worship, who you can love, who you must be loyal to, who you must avoid?

Because if he does, his control freak is showing -as is your weakness.

YES, YOUR WEAKNESS

Not only would it be illegal for someone in “leadership” to do such an abhorrent thing. It is a blazing example of their lack of character and their desire to inflict psychological abuse on those around them, to feed their abyss of a soul.

So if you chose to remain in such a job, either you are just like him, or you lack the integrity necessary to detect and banish your leaders controlling and divisive ways.

In that case, you both get what you deserve!

 

JUST SAYIN~

MOOoooooooooooooooooo

 

 

Purpose~

Posted: March 21, 2018 in FYI, WORD!

Purpose.

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UGH!!

Don’t we all just wonder, what our very own special purpose is?  

Because we all ‘know’, we have one.

Well, those who are conscious at least, know.

It has driven me right up to the edge of myself, wondering what the hell mine was! I have been chasing it for YEARS, As bright as I am, I can be dull “sometimes” too. It is not unusual, for me to miss the obvious for myself. I could more readily tell others theirs, until I discovered mine.

Not all of us know right out of the gate, what we wanna be we we grow up. Unlike some of these guys, who know straight away, most of us need time to discover ourselves in that way. Perhaps we are too spiritually shell-shocked to find ourselves back on earth, to get a plan going!! But there most certainly is one custom made, just for us. It is actually written on the blueprint of our souls. 

There are some if us, who just wander around more than others, or are mortified by the how things are going on Earth. Some have become immobilized by the fear, they won’t have time to do their thing, before the world ends anyway. So yeah, we have procrastinators among us too. And there there are those, so damaged early on, we just give up looking.

Overall, the bulk of us who are actively looking, seem to look everywhere else, but within. If we know thyself, we will know our purpose. Simple. We embody it. So much so, it is more obvious to others, than it is to us. You could probably ask your family & friends for clues, but ultimately, you already “know”. You just need to trust that knowing, and head in the direction of your dreams. Even if others cannot see or share your vision.

After years of searching for mine, I found it was hiding in plain site all along! (see Full Circle to learn more). Your purpose is too. And it is vastly more specific than, “I am hear to leave the world better than I found it”. I promise you that! We all have a part to play in the theater of life. We all have a place that is designed for us, alone. We are very much, irreplaceable.

THINK ABOUT THAT.

We all have a place that is designed especially for us! No one else can play your part, exactly as you do. No one else, can replace you or prevent you from reaching your full potential, except for YOU.

Your unique role in the Universal Design can be found where your passion and talent meet. If you look back on your life from where you stand now, reoccurring themes will emerge. Even if your path has been choppy and full of side steps, there is something you keep coming back to, no matter what. Be it an idea, a craft, a skill set, a talent. THAT is what you need to explore further.

I am convinced, once you find your true calling, the Universal Design will move heaven and earth, so you may step into, the role you were born to play. Once you have found yourself, a mysterious & magical flow begins, that will propel you like unseen winds, in that direction of your highest potential.

Now it is up to you. Spend some time thinking about what you cannot forget, and you will find your way, just like I have done.

HaPpy Trails!!

V~

 

 

Mirror, Mirror~

Posted: February 9, 2018 in Co-Creation, FYI, Light

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Coming face to face, with the mirror of my own behavior, is a colossal drag.  But I invite you guys to be brave enough, to look into the mirror of your own lives, here’s why & how.

This is about my own self reflection, particularly right after I became Victoryas over alcohol.
Like any major change we experience, it takes some time & effort, for the old patterns to be replaced by the new ones.
As bad as I think I might be at my drunken worse, it is extremely challenging, to deal with someone who exhibits similar flaws sober & magnified.
Especially when you KNOW you have put a great deal of effort into moving past that vibration stream.
The Light has a way of showing us ourselves, even if we are desperately trying to avoid looking at something.
The Light is relentless, when it is wanting to work a shadow out of me.
So I really don’t appreciate running into another reflection of my previous self, when I have worked so hard, to put the behaviors this person represents, behind me.
The New Agers are always saying, it is because I still need to work something out in that area of my life, but I am not convinced, that is the only reason.

I have had to look at myself much more objectively in the last decade, but even more so, in the last few years.
When I first began waking up. I was literally sick to my stomach, in the very early days. I was able to see myself clearly and I was not digging everything I saw.
In fact I saw many areas in my life, that would benefit from IMMEDIATE improvement, and I went right to work fixing these things.
But by far, the most disturbing thing I found within, was not old festering wounds, and the brokeness surrounding them…It was my own self talk.

I was absolutely shocked!

Where in the world, did that inner critic come from? And how can I make her go away?

I’ve never even spoke to others like that!! Even when I lost control over my anger! It was really kinda hateful. And I hate no one!!

No wonder I was wrestling with self loathing! I didn’t stand a chance, with that kind of destruction self talk, constantly telling me how much of a loser I was. I was ruthless and demanding of myself. An inner demonic perfectionist that hell bent on keeping me from becoming a better version of myself,  was very much alive and well inside me. And I had to take control of her!
Eventually, I realized that I could actually control this intrusive head noise. Whenever I caught myself talking smack about me, I replaced it with a positive statement and repeated it 10 times over, to cancel out the lies. I even lied to myself, when I had to. Even if I did not always believe, the opposite statement was true, but I surely wanted it to be. I still told myself something positive.
This had a quicker than expected, and remarkable impact on my thought life. Only rarely now, do I berate myself, and I am on the correction almost immediately.

It’s not easy task, to unravel decades of ingrained imperfection, but I was committed to doing it, not just for myself, but for humanitarian reasons.
I understood, if I got better, we ALL would. It should never be underestimated, what this accomplishes in the collective, when we individually raise our frequency by dumping old wounds and obsolete thinking. We truly must BE the change we want to see in the world. There really is no way to get around it. It is incumbent on each of us, to clean out our own temples. If we do, the whole town becomes cleaner.

I cannot fathom why, others won’t do the simplest of things, to reprogram their incredible minds, once they are aware they can.
I’ve concluded it is must because, we have largely not been encouraged to so, much less taught how. Thankfully, the ‘will to power’ and improvement is written on the soul. Many of us are into self reflection and improvement naturally.
If we chose to though, the brain stands willing and able to assist!
It’s a snap really, all you have to do, is pay attention to the dialog that goes on in your thought life.
It takes only about 28 days of focused effort, and you are well on you way from there.
Once we clean up the lies within, we must actively replace them with the truth, even if it is currently, a lie to us.
A lot of things organically come into alignment, by committing to this one awareness.

But back to dealing with those, who are still caught in the type of hell, you have worked your way out of. Why in the world, does the Universe provide a mirror?
Most will tell you, it is to show you yourself, “as is”.

However, I have learned, it also shows us how far we have have come! Sometimes, it is a progress report meant to inspire, not correct.

Not only is it an excellent way to more accurately judge our progress, it allows us “see” (up close & personal) how others have perceived us, when we did behave that way.

In my case, it makes me even more determined to keep growing away from the things that no longer serve, or do not flatter me~

 

Silence is Silver~

Posted: January 27, 2018 in FYI, Random

 

Ahhhhh the sound of silence~

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Anyone else prefer it ?

How about the sounds of nature?

Do you prefer that?

 I feel so out of step, preferring silence to music, on most days. So much of the background noise in my life, comes from forced entertainment. The lyrics & tones of which, can alter moods.  Literally everywhere you go, sound is being piped in, without us having a choice. So when I am in my home sanctuary, I want it quiet.  

I want to hear myself, think my own thoughts. 

And listen, to what is happening inside of me.

Some say Silence is Golden.

I say Silence is Sterling~

How about you?

I would love to hear your thoughts about this. Chime in guys~

BackwardsR~

Posted: January 23, 2018 in FYI, Love, Thankful

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I am pretty much obsessed with this image. My uber talented daughter Rachel, created it for “Growing Pains”. It is “my” version, of one she had created for herself. I wanted to use the first one she did, but it was too “personal”. Thankfully, she custom created a translation for me. I mad for it, it is so cool! It just captures a part of my victories; somehow…

Anyway, I am really proud of her “fine” artistry! I just wanted to make sure I shouted out some praises on my blog, for those who we not able to see it in print~

🔻

(Mama loves you Liebs)

 

 

 

To tell them or not?

Posted: January 11, 2018 in Evil, FYI, Grief, Hardships, Hell
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Most people in my life these days have no idea about my past. It’s not that I have intentionally withheld it, rather it just isn’t something that I even think about anymore. It isn’t my focus & hasn’t been for years.

When my scar was fresh, I was always worried it would be noticed & I would be forced to explain. The shame associated with surviving hell, prevented me from sharing much of anything. Truly, I was working hard towards just forgetting the entire thing but unfortunately, it is a wound that required professional treatment that did not seem to exist and home remedies were scarce in 1980. Even my fairly evolved church at that time, was not equipped to deal with my level of horror, so I quickly exited their counseling. They don’t like divorce. So… I needed more than what they were offering. It became evident I was going to have to self heal.

I waded through much of my despair myself. My story didn’t read like a made for tv movie in which the drunk punk comes home & beats his wife over cold carrots. My tormentor was much more ritualistic than that. And his level of abuse seemed damn near professional. So it wasn’t like I could point to something and simply say,  “it was like that”. That is what I experienced…Help me Please!

Plus it began when I was in the Marine Corps. Back then, those guys had no idea how to deal with “women’s” issues, so I was farmed out to a small town therapist who was not able to do much better. My whole life at that time, was a walking blur. A struggle to get through each day deprived of sleep and experimenting with drugs designed to facilitate an altered reality. Plus others to keep me wake. Thankfully the drugs faded as we moved off base and became more isolated. His crazy level was off the charts as the closest neighbors were not necessarily in ear shot. But damn, he was soooo charming, when he wanted to be. All psychopaths are.

The curious mix of terrorist & saint kept my emotions in such turmoil, it was impossible to get a baseline on myself. I was really not in my body much during those times. I simply do not know how I showed up for anything.

When we 1st met, I was captivated by his colorful reasons for arriving in the desert, and his freaking mouth. Something about this way his mouth moved. I was transfixed. I imagine Chris Brown has this same certain something. It doesn’t show up in pictures and you would not see it unless it was directed at you. It is a hypnotic element perhaps only the most cunning among us possess. I am not altogether sure it is human in nature, but rather something much darker than your garden variety coo-coo. Honestly. This guy made my drunken, rape riddled teens, look like a poor warm up to meeting a full blown predator.

Really, the only reason why I am telling you this at all… is because it woke me up. or started the process rolling that way for sure.

I would say it was a divinely appointed ‘wake the fuck up kinda thing’. I really was descending into my own custom created  sensation seeking vibe, before I even met this guy. so I take full responsibility for marrying him simply based on that mouth, and the orgasms. Lol. I really had the hugest blind spot going at 19. I am sure he could smell my angst before I came around the corner of his life. We married within 3 weeks of meeting because you know, I was mad at my now divorcing parents and again, he was sooooooooooo charming…

I really cant describe the level of auto pilot I was on, when I from out of nowhere, chose to join the Marine Corps vs College. I had a profound longing to distance myself from a life I had no control of. My teens were a cocktail of rumors, rape & substance fueled emotional retardation. So I bolted pretty much blind. I am pretty sure I was already sending energetic distress signals, foolishly giving my position away. I seriously have no idea why I was wandering around, unattended anyway. I had no idea what kind of crazy, lay past the crazy in my own head.

Few few were taught about energy & vibration when I was growing up. Or how it can be magnified by hormones, isolation, ignorance. So there was no awareness about the Laws of Attraction. However our parents of the age did always warn against “strangers”… I personally did not know what that meant. Age old wisdom distilled into a commandment, no one cared to expand upon, were the juices I was cooked in….

To be continued ~

Fake it, till you make it!

Posted: December 20, 2017 in Beliefs, Change, FYI
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This age old expression, actually taps into what we in the modern world, have come to know about manifesting, without actually knowing it is a way of manifestation.
It is about telling yourself the right lies, so your brain will be reprogrammed to do you bidding. Not unlike what your television is doing right now.
At first, I did not like this statement. I typically loathe lying, even to myself. I felt it suggested that lies are OK on some level, and I was struggling to keep my honesty as pure as possible.
So this really did not sit well with me at first. But the longer I sat with it, the more I was able to see the immense value in it.

Our brain are quite remarkable. They operate very much like our computers. It is all about the data. “Garbage In, Garbage Out”, we used to say.
To a truth seeker such as myself, it seems foreign to tell myself lies as a means of advancement, but the brain is not able to discern the difference.
If someone says you looks fat in that dress, even in jest, only the statement itself, gets recorded, not the laughter. So by the same token…
If I say I am the Crowned Princess of the Illuminati to myself enough, I will begin to believe me. Then my behavior & actions will follow suit. It is really just that simple.

It feels odd to tell yourself something that you know is untrue intentionally, although we do it all the time subconsciously. We are actually lying already, when tell ourselve things that are untrue, as a result of the programming of others. Things like: we will never amount to anything, we are unworthy, unloved or ugly & stupid… you name it. Any thought, no matter how fleeting, if repeated enough and powered by emotion, will begin to materialize. These “lies” are really nothing more than insidious affirmations, of the things we have agreed to believe in. They will root in and change the way we see ourselves, even if we do not see ourselves in alignment with that reality, when we first begin. We should never underestimate the power coming out of our own minds. It is a creator like no other, and should be respected as such. If your life is a mess…all you have to do, is witness your thoughts, to determine the root.

It is child’s play really. How many times have you seen children role play? They fully embody, that which they are pretending to be. I see no difference. Kids naturally know they can take on any role they wish. It is a no-brainer to them. It is only through the words of others, that the lose their organic belief in their own dreams. It is our own thinking that  constructs our reality. Manifestation comes straight from our thought life. Children are born knowing this remarkable and magical truth. Watch them, they are naturals at it. Encourage them, to focus their minds on what they desire. It will come to them in due course.
It is the incubator of those things you want to experience. Both positive and negative.

YOU are the one who actually co-creates your reality and it is imperative I remind you of this. You have the power to change your circumstances, by speaking your life into existence, in any way that occurs to you.  So dream on! Think your way, into the life you would prefer. Watch what you say to yourself, is it hindering, or helping?

Bottom line: You truly are, who you SAY you are!

V~

I’m a full blown Scribbler!!

Posted: November 27, 2017 in FYI, WORD!

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I am soooo excited!! I am finally a true published Author!

This is a dream come true & I am filled with satisfaction & serenity ~

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Say what? I know. I KNOW! Just listen~

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My Custom Crest!!

Posted: October 29, 2017 in Crowns, FYI
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1000 THANK YOUs, to the marvelous Allan @WolfMusicProd for this magnificent custom creation! He’s made several versions too! Can you even believe how cool these are?! I absolutely love them! I think he might have made me Scottish, or a Rothschild though in the animated one?

Hehe~

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But he used my real family crest, for inspiration. He even allowed me to help with the final details. I am truly excited to sport this thing! I honestly think everyone should have one of their own!

Please contact him on twitter, if you want to discuss having one created, especially for you. They’re only $25 !!

🙏🏽 MAY YOU BE THRICE BLISSED WOLF~

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Middle Earthlings

Posted: March 5, 2017 in FYI, Unity

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The Left is compassion in chaos, their feelings, a blindspot.
The Right celebrates law & order; often blindly.
Unity sees the value in both~

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Free Speech~

Posted: July 22, 2016 in Beliefs, Free Speech, FYI, Uncategorized
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I am all about free speech. I can handle disagreements & the heated exchange of clashing ideologies. However, I draw the line at wicked, hateful, unmerited accusations & harassment for sport~
That kind of behavior is unacceptable to me.

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Free speech is not a license to assassinate someones character, simply because you do not agree with how they see things.

However, Free speech includes legal propaganda, organized programming & straight up lies, as well. It is an ALL or NOTHING kind of a thing. We are either for it, or against it.

Although…No one in their right mind, would yell “fire” in a crowded conference room, and not expect there to be an aftermath.

Remember, Free Speech is not actually free.

Yelling “Fire” in a crowded restaurant, summons emergency services & possibly jail time. Our words have power. They don’t call it ‘spelling’ erroneously. Our words have consequences. On a very practical level, free speech comes at a huge cost for those who do not craft their words carefully.

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Heads UP!

Posted: June 20, 2016 in FYI, Uncategorized

This needs to be said, so you guys understand why I entertain alternative viewpoints.
For me, it is all about exercising my mind. I want it to stay as flexible, teachable & active as I possibly can.
Some like puzzles…I prefer to be puzzled! Lol

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You see, my dad had dementia 6 years before he died. My brother, who is younger than I, has it now. I do not take my ability to THINK for granted. Nor should you!
I plan to exercise the HELL out of my brain for as long as I have the computing skills.
I get enjoyment from peering into the minds of others. I strive to understand their point of view, even if their minds think VERY differently than my own.
For me, it is all about processing the data available, in an effort to better understand not only what I am experiencing on Earth personally, but collectively with you as well.
I know damn good and well, I am not the sharpest knife in our drawer! But even the blunt edge is as shiny on both sides, as the pointed.
So try & remember this, when something I have posted, challenges you to think outside the box.

Ok?

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So…what does it mean exactly,  to follow the Light? This is what I know so far.

In a literal sense, Light is the natural agent that stimulates sight & makes things visible. However there is a secondary meaning, one that has a spiritual application.

The concept of a spiritual Light is not a new one. If you are a follower of Christ, in the truest sense, you already have an idea about that which I speak.  If you believe in God, you are halfway there. This Divine Light,  is a trump card over any gods or goddesses and ALL perceived voids.

Where ever Light shines, we can see what otherwise roars in the darkness; hidden. This is particularly true of that which lies deep within our souls. Hidden bad attitudes, hurts and confusion, when brought to the Light can be reduced to better attitudes, healing and clarity. The beauty of this Light is… it IS a natural agent… so really no one is immune to its influence completely, because WE ARE the Light!

Sadly though. Too many folks have spiritual sunglasses on! Thus dimming the available Light to their spirits. You can think of it as being spiritually starved.

People have to be willing to carry a candle into the darkest places of their own hearts, in order to gain true illumination. Most are unwilling to walk through their own personal hells. They go for the flight or fight method, rather than looking honestly at who they are and what they are bringing to our collective table.

I know this is true, because I lived it. I spent far more effort trying to outrun my ‘demons’, than it took to actually stand and slay them. It is all too easy to deny our shortcomings, poor decisions or unexpected traumas and stuff them away from the light of day. Our cultures provides tons of distractions if you are not into self exploration. So the average human, will never change. Think leopards, spots and what-not. All of which is rooted in fear.

However, there is a group of humans who actually welcome illumination. I have met a bunch of them here: http://www.illuminati.am. There are those of us who actively work on our ‘inner man’ in an effort to create a better version of ourselves. There are those that actually learn from their mistakes and seek improvement & personal growth, as a way of life. Basically, we own our own shit and clean up after our own messes. Kindergarten stuff, that makes a WORLD of difference over time…Not just for us, but for you!

Enlightened people sparkle & glow. They feel good to be around. But they can & will hold a candle up to your crap. It is natural. They can’t help it. They will expose the darkness in you without trying…often without even speaking. Light just does what Light does. It illuminates!

There is a growing, albeit ancient, movement to follow this Light into a paradigm shift. ALL are called to participate in the process, but very few choose to answer. To be “chosen” simply means, YOU have chosen to trust in & surrender to, the divine’s expansive & evolving master plan. Because there is absolutely no shame in admitting… life is decidedly less treacherous with an enlightened tour guide!

Michael Jackson said it better than anyone when he wrote: “If you want to make the world a better place, take a look in the mirror and make the change” !

I have personally chosen to follow this brilliant, creative & loving Light into eternity. Where-ever it shines, you will find part of me there~

Born this way~

Posted: January 23, 2016 in FYI, Random, Uncategorized, WORD!
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Ummm, No… I will NOT apologize for my DNA! I will not apologize for being born into a predominately white populated country, at the time of my birth (1961/84%). And as a women in particular,  I would certainly will not call it a “privilege”!
Simply stated: I will not apologize for anything I have no direct influence/control over, past or present. This includes the enslavement or oppression of other human beings. In other words, No…I do not have ‘white guilt’ & no one can badger me into feeling otherwise!

Bottom line: I am just an average human being striving to do my best, with the ‘cards’ I was given at the moment of my conception.  My skin color, my gender & my birthplace, were chosen by forces outside of myself. As were yours.
No amount of bullying, public shaming, historical revisionism, or attempts at humiliating me, will alter the truth of this reality.
If this makes you uncomfortable, I suggest you take your argument to our divine management…because this is not open for debate with me~
#AllLivesMatter
#BornThisWay

Look who is quitting now…

Posted: November 30, 2015 in Beliefs, FYI, Random
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imageI know it isn’t cool to say so… but I am a quitter. This self awareness suddenly burst upon my forefront like a bad heckler at a comedy show.
My life is riddled with the astonishing evidence too! How I missed the obvious for so long, is a mystery to me. I mean, this is by no means an exhaustive list! 

I quit ballet.
I quit college.
I quit my abusive 1st husband.
I quit blaming.
I quit reliving it.
I quit resentment.
I quit jobs, plural.
I quit college again.
I quit disloyalty.
I quit Christianity.
I quit losing my religion.
I quit unreciprocated relationships.
I quit drinking.
I quit depression.
I quit bitterness.
I quit narcissists.
I quit self loathing.                                        I quit smoking. 

I plan on quitting a whole bunch of other stuff, as I move along too. I have taken full ownership of this life skill largely to my advantage.
So feel free to call me a quitter! 

Kill the ego eh?

Posted: November 17, 2015 in Beliefs, FYI, Random
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Um. According to Jung, Ego=Intellect.

Perhaps it is far more auspicious, to kill our ‘shadow’, aka Will?

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GREAT Question~

Posted: August 19, 2015 in ?, FYI
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FB_IMG_1439907180687“Heh. I’ll be honest I feel like I take a step forward and then 2 steps back sometimes. Issues popping up I haven’t had to deal with in a hot second”

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Thats how it is though. You are completely remodeling your life, not unlike rehab on an old house.  You think it will be mostly “cosmetic” until you rip up the carpet in the backroom & find mold…Lol

Good days, bad days.

If you are anything like me, it is all to easy to beat yourself up after a bad day. But my god girl….we ARE changing the world as we change! This is no easy task. Most will never do it. Wear that 2 step like dancing shoes!

V~