Fiat Lux

I like to cry in my car. I find comfort in throwing my arms around my steering wheel, and imagining I have them around the neck of a beloved friend, or family member. It is the closest thing I can get to hug that will last for as long as I need it to linger. […]

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  What kind of alchemy is this, RC?! Whenever I think about you, I get a surge of electricity that runs through my body, that stimulates a wave of nauseating longing. I have never felt anything like it. It is a yummy yearning which goes well beyond my body, and penetrates deep into my soul […]

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Fear in Flight~

I cannot stand the longing. I must make it go away.  It’s hard for me to believe that he, could like me in that way. I surely have my reasons.  I am totally unprepared. And if I wasn’t on my knees, I would be running scared.  I cannot stomach the longing. It’s a pain I […]

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It is finished~

No more hanging black crepe. No more mourning my decision. No more sobbing like a school girl. The time for grief, has come to a close.   I know in the deepest place within me, what I did was the right thing to do. Even though I did not want to do it. That is […]

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Fear of Failure~

FEAR NOT, the Illuminati continually reminds. I would like to remind you all that fear does not have to be crippling, it can be creative~ (The Scream by Edvard Munch 1893) But I am caught in the grips of it, trying to complete my latest book. I have been working on it for 2 years […]

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Part 2: The REAL cost of following IAM

*For those of you not feeling the flames of refinement, I’m convinced it’s likely because you are not being groomed for greatness, yet. If your life is not being turned upside down, you may not be the leader you believe yourself to be. Greatness is forged out of adversity, not abundance. I am sharing this […]

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I am releasing my archives. Cleaning out my Drafts. Some of what I have written has been directed specifically to my descendants and address things that were going on at the time I started processing it on ‘paper’. This particular piece was born out of a convo the Boomers in my family were having about […]

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I have kept it all in, as long as I could. I harbored the burden alone. But the weight of all has kept me, from wearing a crown of my own. I’m spilling my pain all over these pages. So much in my life, has taken a toll. I’m an endless well of pent up […]

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