I cannot stand the longing.
I must make it go away.
It’s hard for me to believe that he, could like me in that way.
I surely have my reasons.
I am totally unprepared.
And if I wasn’t on my knees, I would be running scared.
I cannot stomach the longing.
It’s a pain I cannot stand.
I must pull my aching heart away, I put into his hand.
I surely have my reasons,
I fear I’ll be betrayed
I want to love him madly, but I am simply too afraid.
I know I’ll always wonder.
What could or should have been.
But I know I’ll never want a man, like I have wanted him~