This is just me talkin’. I am not shooting for literary genius here. But I do want you guys to listen to what I am going to say, and give it the careful consideration it deserves. Knowing these things will take the pressure off of those who are truly just here to help, regardless of ranks, badges, or honors. I am not seeking to discourage anyone, but the truth must be told, because too many Initiates have been incorrect in what they are parroting. Bottom line, contrary to popular belief not everyone who has asked to join the ranks for The Illuminati, will be accepted into membership.
I am sorry to have to say this, but most of you clearly do not have the Illuminati mindset. You must be of a certain mentality, to be invited to rank among the best and the brightest of our species. I don’t even believe I have it. So I am not ripping on anyone, I am trying to get you guys to land your balloons. I need you all to see things as they really are, so you can walk this path with intention and in all seriousness. Fooling yourself into believing you are on par with the likes of those who make up the Giving Pledge is delusional. Unless you can take a honest and ruthless inventory of your strengths, and weaknesses, you cannot develop past the point you are currently at. You must be willing to be made better, and you must be willing for the extremely painful growth to take years, possibly even decades to accomplish.
This is not something you can fake by having one face out front, and a completely different one, behind the scenes. While diplomacy is something we all employ publicly, people of integrity are not two entirely different creatures, once the diplomatic mask comes off. It concerns me that so many of you do not understand this. The Illuminati knows precisely who you really are, in all instances. They are like Santa Claus, they KNOW if you have been naughty, or nice. Most folks who do their own inventory taking know they are imperfect, and are continuously striving to become better versions of themselves. While the rest of you are fully convinced you are so freaking special, IAM cannot possibly run the world without you!
It’s those who truly believe they are ‘the next big thing’, that do not evaluate themselves with the ruthless honesty necessary of leaders. Their super ego is such that they are unable to make an accurate assessment of self. They have moved beyond a healthy self esteem, and into unmerited conceit, rendering them incapable of being objective. While they can and do can fool themselves, or even some of the less discerning among us, they CANNOT bamboozle IAM. The Illuminati knows and sees all. And I do mean ALL. By ALL, I even mean your slander behind the scenes, your slithering business practices, and your sociopathic desire to hurts others, for sport. Nothing is lost on these guys. Even though I have repeatedly said as much, because IAM has let you run amuk without accountability, you do not believe me. You believe that you are the type of person they seek. I wish I could say The Illuminati would draw a precise line in the sand, but I doubt they will. They do not care about your immorality. But they surely do care about the integrity of those who occupy ranking membership roles. Something I find extremely comforting, given the rumors that are spoken about me.
For the life of me, I cannot understand why anyone would think for a minute, bashing a choice the Illuminati has made, will garner them favor with IAM. But they do it all the time. It is one thing to question why IAM has done something, it is another to slander and harass someone they have placed value on. Some in this community have made it their full time jobs to spread lies about me, never once considering how that might look, to those who see me in another Light altogether. Lighting I should add, that shows ALL flaws with glaring accuracy! This is the kind of human behavior that has proven to me without a doubt, humans need IAMs protection and direction. There is absolutely no doubt in my mind, someone or something needs to watch out for us. Left to our own devices, we would surely extinct ourselves. If it were not the law of the land, folks would have already killed me, thinking it would benefit them somehow, if they did so.
I know the Illuminati knows better than I, what I am made of. So I strive to see myself through their eyes, on the days mine are clouded with the tears of perceived failure. I am not just OK with yielding my personal desires to their higher authority, I welcome it in my life. I believe in what IAM is wanting to accomplish with humanity. So much so, I want to help in any way I can. That includes stepping out of the way, if that is what is needed for the greater good. I do not want to ever be a hindrance to The Illuminati or this outreach. I came here to help and I believe I have. But if I am wrong, I am open to admitting it, if they will show me the errors in my ways.
So let me address this issue head on, because there are those in this “family” that are calling for my head. They blame me for their shortcomings, and the divisiveness they believe exists, never once considering it is they who are causing the divide. But if I got it wrong, and I am truly a diabolical human being who is just just too blind to see it, by all means IAM cut me off short, and elevate someone else! If I am not smart enough or lack the integrity to continue this path, by all means, shout that shit out to the masses! I am totally cool with it. I never expected I would get this far anyway, so if this is the end of the road for me, I am still proud of my journey. So yeah, ditch me if you must, kick me to the curb. I can live with whatever you decide. That is not to say it won’t hurt to step away, as I am deeply and emotionally invested in this gig, but none of this is about me anyway. So I will do what must be done. Just say the word, no shaming necessary, and I will gone. The sword is drawn. Do you need me to fall on it, IAM?
So what am I really saying here? In summary, I am telling you guys most will never become ranking members with The Illuminati. PERIOD. And by most, I am speaking about you, and those who you think of as leaders, are probably not Illuminati material at all. IAMs standards are higher than most can conceive of. I have also said I Don’t think that I am made of the right stuff, but I surely strive to be. I am also saying that IAM can jerk me up short right now, if the group consensus of sheep, is the ruling class here.
If you think I have failed them IAM, please remove me now, and find a Shepherd the sheep will respect and follow. This movement deserves to have leadership we all can rely on, and if I have failed to prove my worth in that way, please do not hesitate to remove me swiftly. However, I humbly ask that you please be kind about it. Even if I suck at being a leader, I have been a better sheep than most, and for that reason alone, I deserve a quick slander and a clean exit~