gallery Hardships & Initiation~



Fear Not!!

Hardships are a necessary part of the initiation process. Only those who overcome them, will succeed through the various levels of initiation.

That is why I write about them so much you guys. So you will see the value in them and find encouragement to get through them.

This process is NOT for everyone. Although EVERYONE is invited to apply.
This is a lifestyle, not a test or two and you are IN. There will be many tests and most are not on paper. Then of there is the waiting. The endless patience building; waiting.

In the almost 4 years I have been at this, I have seen more drop out, than I have seen those that keep going. Many start out strong and sprint pass others to what they believe is the finish line, not realizing this is a never ending endurance game.
Unfortunately those who are able to suffer through the struggles of the long haul, are few and far between.

Remember, the Illuminati states in ILLUMINATIAM that all manner of hardships are placed in our path, (including addictions) to see if temporary discomfort will cause us to turn away from the Light. These are designed to test our resolve and to harden the armor around our souls. All the more so, if you have been chosen to go through The Illuminati’s initiation process for Leadership.

It is absolutely OK,  if after a mile or two, you would rather play a supporting role. Please do not feel discouraged if at the end of the day, this gig is not for you. Not everyone around here, wants to or needs to be, a leader. We need actually need
folks willing to promote and support IAMs messages and messengers too, you know!

There is a place for ALL of us in the Universal Design. And believe it or not, you will love your role, once you discover it. It has been custom designed, just for you!

Leadership is not for everyone, and until recently, it wasn’t something I desired or pursued, AT ALL.  It’s a really, really, tough and often thankless job, riddled with irrational extremes and infinite blame. 1/3 of our own family will hate you, just for being out front, and another half of them, will hate you for what you do and/or say, while you are out there.

I have always preferred to be the man behind the power! But apparently The Illuminati sees me as a Bride, not a Bridesmaid, so I am doing my best to live up to their confidence in me. But it ain’t easy. In fact, it’s exactly the opposite. It’s actually a really tough row, to how.

So by all means, relax into this thing. It is not only OK to take your time around here, it is advisable. Watch while you wait. Get the lay of the land. Take some time to see where
your unique gifts, talents and skill set, can be developed further, to serve others. Because at the end of the day, this is the bottom line. This is what this whole thing is all about: Service to others, not self glorification. Service to Humanity, not yourself personally!

Those who think otherwise, will be sorely disappointed. The glory seekers, sadly left wanting~

“Fear not for the struggles you face in this moment: be they money, relationships, war, or hunger. These are impermanent and temporary concerns that plague every member of the human species regardless of wealth or power or prestige.

No one is free from their clutches. But find security in knowing that you are always safe in the Light.”

-The Illuminati

A special “thank you” goes out to Citizen Member Nicholas Hastie for inspiring this post~


  1. I have been back and forth between staying and going I found this group back in 2014, I was excited but iffy. Due too popular belief and conspiracy theoriez, I kept getting spooked, tho now I will continue, in tha past 4 yearz I have almost lost both legz due to infection from sores on my heelz, lost two unclez in two dayz, now I am sing a percussion vest to help with my lungz, and using a ventilator also. I guess that could be considered a seriez of hardshipz??? Tho I I feel down and out and sometimez let down by myself, I still pull forward and look for wayz to continue and improve my situation so I can help otherz along my path. I have learned several thingz about tha world and life in general, and I worry for a lot of ppl that are in tha dark about situationz that are affecting our world and every speciez. So I try to bring to light many thingz that in my mind need attn, from ppl, like our pollution and different speciez that are going extinct, I feel if we don’t do what every person can do, we are following that same path.


    • I am always sorry to hear about the Hardships of others. However they are temporary, in the grand scheme of things and custom designed for our soul growth. Please read Illuminatiam: The First Testament of the Illuminati, if you haven’t already. It will dial down any angst you have regarding our future as a species. Additonally, always look at the big picture. Species come and go for various reasons, including celestial events. It might help you focus on the here and now more with a lot more hope in your heart~

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  2. Wow!! this is a wonderful knowledge that is really timely,indeed hardship is a true test of leadership.Real Leaders can never quit no matter what happens around them,they are committed to a course.I choose to remain focused and dedicated to this journey,my loyalty to IAM is unshakable.Thank you so much for sharing this Wisdom with us,Remember Winners don’t quit and Quitters don’t win.

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  3. Thank you so much for your work.

    I have an issue I need to discuss/ present to you.

    I’m not sure this is the proper place for it, and I’ve tried to message you on Twitter, but cannot send a message.

    May I email you?

    Please advise.

    Thank you.

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  4. Hardship is a prerequisite in itself.I have to endure hardships as I know I failed my prerequisites due to anxiety.
    Through hardships we get the best leader as its through fire we get fine gold..lets turns the weaknesses we potrayed into strengths through the hardships.


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